The fact that I am seeing you today is unreal. I cannot quite grasp or understand just how much you mean to me. It is something that I just feel, naturally. All of the time. Deep in my bones. You occupy my mind always. There is not a second of the goddamn day that I am not thinking of you. It hurts. It literally hurts, and it is the best pain I've ever felt. Being with you is so compelling, it is the most rewarding thing in the world. And I love you.









