I have been extra moody lately. I haven’t been able to pin point why. I have the calmest, healthiest and most loving lifestyle of my lifetime at the moment. It feels like such an accomplishment to have achieved this level of peace. I struggled with poor choices, a lack of self awareness and challenging finances for years. Somewhere around the age 36 something inside my just clicked and I decided I wanted to live differently. It wasn’t always easy but I am so proud of being a late bloomer. That said this unsettling feeling or moodiness I am now feeling scares me. It reminds me of that chaotic lifestyle I used to lead. So I am circling back to basics. I am revisiting some of the tools that helped me at the start of my self awareness/improvement plan. Today I made better choices food and exercise wise, kept to my schedule, completed my to do list and I was able to be kind to others and myself. I am hoping this revisiting of habits that helped me build a better life ease some of these unsettling feelings.
