crystal eyes
Once upon a time, Clear doubted he had a heart. He no longer felt this way, he knew he had a heart even if it didn't quite beat and flutter and skip the way a human's would. Eventually had he come to terms with that -- with the limits of his machinery versus the humanity he longed for. It was fine because even if he couldn't be with Aoba for Clear's "forever" - he would be with him for Aoba's "forever".
Until death would they part.
Some time ago, that would have made him irrefutably sad. The way he looked at it now however, there was a strange serenity that overcame him. They would indefinitely be parted but that didn't mean they couldn't enjoy the time they had left, right? Clear often reflected on his time spent with Aoba in Hive City. It was those memories that were the most precious, that had been ripped away from him once, and had been delicately pieced together afterward.
It was actually after the more recent incident in the city that Clear had created a scrapbook of sorts. He took what pictures he could or found from around the house and in certain areas of the city -- looked through Ren's memory for things he could add as well. Spending days upon days crafting this book with the utmost of delicacy, Clear had just been adding the finishing touches before bringing himself to their bedroom, eagerly showing it to Aoba in the next moment.
"Aoba-san. . .since we just recently got our memories back, I thought we could look at this scrapbook I made. Just the two of us."
Even if Clear was doing as he was instructed, he didn't want to preface this moment between them with anything other than what it should be. A serene moment of warmth in recollecting memories, recalling each heart fluttering instance between them since their first meeting in front of Heibon to their first meeting in Hive City. Every single shared emotion that had passed between the two of them would surely be remembered.
And Clear hoped it would make Aoba happy. . .more than anything in the world.









