I’ve had dreams about you, us, every day for weeks. Let’s be honest though, it’s been months. I’m happy now where I am and who I’m with and I’m sure you haven’t even noticed, you seem happy too and I’m just grateful we get to be friends. I’m grateful we get to talk and hang out. My chest still hurts sometimes from how much I like you, fully refusing to use the other L word or I don’t know what will happen.
I’m happy too, I’ve got an amazing life right now. I just kick myself for not being here sooner where we might have had a chance. But I don’t want to ruin anything, I’m grateful it’s this at least and hope that my heart follows my head soon and realizes it’s just going to be a beautiful friendship and nothing more. I have been distant and I know it’s confusing but I can’t say why cause I don’t want to ruin this. I love who I love and you love who you love and we can only ever be in the same room, nothing else.
