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Losiento de mi fea línea ;bbb

So right now I am stoned and I am in my world lit class reading “The Heart of Darkness” by Joseph Conrad. Its a book that ‘everyone’ has to read but its alright so far. I just don’t really get it because we get off topic and then start to talk about something else. We are in the 6th week of the quarter and we are on page 30, haha so slow. My friend Kelsi (Gemini) stayed at my apartment yesterday and it was fun and chill. I have not spent time with a girl in so long it seems. Im always with homosexuals or my boyfriend. It felt fun to hangout with a girl again. We smoked, drank and listened to Stevie Knicks.. oh and we danced. She has really awesome hair. I love it. Its curly, I want curly hair. Ive been thinking of getting a perm, but i’m not sure. I want to do something to my hair, but I don’t know what to do. I just need change. 

That does not make me crazy. It just makes me normal. Im a girl that loves change. But I am also very fickle so I do not want to touch it at all & just have it grow. The last time I had a hair cut was in December of 2012. So maybe for Christmas I will just get a hair trim or something. Saw Steven today & he took me on a date yesterday after we went thrift shopping at Salvation Army. Thats like my favorite store ever. I kind of want to work there. I need to hand in my application still. Anyways I want to have sex with Steven during my break of class. I always desire him. I am not surely sure why I feel this way or why I always want him. I was looking at previous entries I wrote how Steven is so inconsistent , well we have been having a great relationship between the last few days. We have gotten in a few arguments but whatever couples always argue sometimes. Its nothing serious though, just small stuff. 

Things have been going so great between us “Knock on Wood”. I hope we stay like this as well. I swear he makes me so happy & I just don’t want to be with anyone else. I don’t mean to be pathetic by always talking about him. But I just cant help it because I really do love him. We were laying together & staring into one another eyes. He can be so romantic sometimes. Plus he always wants to do things for me which I find very sweet. Im glad that he changed his inconsistency with me & our relationship. It shows me he cares & its makes me happy.