Being inherently draconic, despite being Cybertronian alien, is so weird because it hinges on the human concepts of dragons and power and large predatory flighted animals, to the point that I feel so disconnected from my own non-holoform body.
The feeling of identity and bodily alienism is still there, but it loses it's Cybertronian quality and becomes something cryptic and humanised.
I was thinking it could be a product of my existence on earth and how it's human concepts have diluted my own self perception, or just that I have new terms and imagery to associate myself with.
But either way it feels conflicting to both appear human, be Cybertronian, and present draconic. Even if my connection to draconiform creatures is a direct result of my alt and my Cybertronian body. To see myself presented in an earthly animal, especially willingly is a little disturbing, even if they communicate my bodily presence and presentation better than screenshots or stills from human produced media like "TFA" do.
