#dr3ames

so many things have happened since i last posted, and a whole summer has gone by!

firstly, i have gotten back into creative writing again! i've always been into writing my own short stories and mini novels since forever, and now i've found the motivation to pursue this again.

for six years i've been working on a passion project of mine, which is a novel covering both period fiction and fantasy. it's even influenced a lot of my artwork, which has actually sparked my motivation to actually finish the novel. maybe i'll post some parts of the novel on here..? (ー_ーゞ ... stay tuned i guess?

last time i posted, i was looking forward to zb1's debut (10/7). let me just say.. i'm so so SOOO glad that they went with a fresh whimsy concept and not a hardcore and dark concept that has been plaguing boy groups since 4th gen started. i've been seeing more groups start to shift away from the hardcore concepts and i couldn't be happier.

also, my two zb1 albums came in last month and guess who's card i pulled?

not just one hao.. but TWO hoas??? i've never been this lucky before when it comes to pulling photocards ＜("0 ")＞

in addition to zb1, i've been catching up with groups that i've previously been fans of. nct dream also had a comeback in july 'ISTJ' and it's sooo good!! renjun has been killing it this comeback this is HIS era. let's go renjun you go renjun!!!

i didn't pull renjun this comeback but i've been collecting some of his photocards from this album and the previous album. i've been getting back into investing in photocards which i'm not too proud of, considering that it's a big investment depending on which idol's cards you want to collect.

unfortunately for me, all my favorite idols are really popular, meaning their cards cost a lot more.

i'm trying to be smart and not overdo it though!! i don't want to go broke again (◞‸◟）.....

in other non-kpop related news, i got a new laptop!! my old one gave up on me so i had to use my mother's personal laptop for the rest of the spring semester and for my summer classes. i'm not normally a picky person, especially in times like this where i take what i can. but... given how old it was... it was absolute hell trying to get things done with it.

i'm actually a pretty busy person, and a lot of my work requires me to have a good-working device with working internet. this spare laptop was barely getting me through that, and it became almost impossible to get anything done.

and finally!! i was able to save up enough money this summer to get a new laptop! and it was perfect timing since i go back to school very soon..

anyways.. school starts very soon for me. it's my last year and then hopefully i'll be done for good. i'm a little nervous because of senior thesis work, but i have a really supportive department (we're very small so we all know each other pretty well) so hopefully i'll be okay. hopefully, this year will go pretty smoothly and it'll be another good year.

again, i'm sorry that i haven't been on here a lot. hopefully i'll be able to stay on here enough that i can give monthly updates, but we'll see. until then, i hope this finds you in good spirits! love yas <33 !

to sign off, here's a funny cute pic of renjun that i've been cheesing over since two days ago

-Starr ☆

17.8.23

UPDATE!!

i totally forgot to mention that i watched barbie and oppenheimer a couple weeks ago and both are so so good!!! i was going in thinking i'd like only one of them, but actually loved both them near equally!

well... i actually think i liked barbie a little bit more. i think it has to do with being afab and being someone who has the female perspective and experience of a woman living in this world. i think that it's really sad that critics have labelled this as an "anti-man" and "preachy" movie when that wasn't the point at all. barbie actually talks about how the patriarchy is harming both women AND MEN! it talks about how even men are also victims of a social structure that they created.

i could talk about barbie forever, but i don't want to add too much to this post since it's already so long (~_~;)

maybe i'll talk about barbie and oppenheimer another time, since i have so many thoughts on both of them. overall, it was a good experience and recommend both movies to anyone who hasn't seen them yet. 10/10 for both to be honest...

anways.. signing off for real this time!

it’s been a very busy few months for me.. i was so busy with exams, work, and my summer classes that i’ve barely had time to be on here. however, i’ve stayed active on my twitter account @/ultdykn .

so many things have happened! kamden had a two-day fanmeeting 9-10 of june. even though i couldn’t be there (i’m not going to fly to the other side of the world sorry..) i was able to get my hands on a ton of videos and pics from the event. literally bless those fansites because they’re keeping us international fans alive and well 

(here’s a vid of him covering rover! i literally couldn’t stop watching this for days ᵔ.ᵔ !!):

https://twitter.com/i/status/1667135731125620737

in other news, zb1′s debut has been scheduled for july 10th! so many people have pre-ordered the album to the point where zeroses (the fandom name) literally broke records! me, personally, i didn’t pre-order it. sure, i would have gotten some benefits but really all i want is the album itself and the photocards. the whole photocard business is a whole other story...

each member gets 2 photocards per version of the album (there are two versions), but only one of the member’s photocard is going to be in there. so, you’d have to buy two of each version (four albums) in hopes that you pull the same member in each. even though i can afford this, there’s no way i’m buying four albums! i’m just hoping and praying that i pull the members that i want (ricky, jiwoong, taerae) because if not, i’d have to buy them for $100+ from someone else  (╥﹏╥)

i hope i pull their photocards.. fingers crossed!

there are quite a few things that i could write about in this update, but i could go on forever. i’ll end on this: i hope that all of you have been doing okay and i’m glad to be back! 

here’s a pic of kamden again as my sign-off photo:

i have a lot of work to do this week.. hopefully i’ll get it done in time before i go back to school..

also!! i finally sold my first item on depop!! i’ve been trying to get rid of items of mine that i don’t use or need anymore (games, books, clothes).. i haven’t put up everything on my shop, but this is still exciting to me! 

maybe in the summer, i’ll finally start selling my artwork again. i don’t know yet..

in other news! i finally got around to watching kissable lips (it’s on viki for anyone who’s wondering). i was meaning to watch sometime last year, but i never got around to doing it. but i finally got around to it. and guess what?? jiwoong was in it and i had no idea!! (;° ロ°) crazy stuff man!!

anyways i thought it was really bad, but still very entertaining! (does that sound bad of me to say?) the visual fx were really goofy looking and the story was all over the place but it was still kind of fun to watch. jiwoong will defnitely go places with his acting!

he’s also on boysplanet right now and he’s doing really well! he’s in the top 9 so if he stays, he’ll be able to debut!! i really hope he does because he deserves a second chance after everything that happened with his previous group. he deserves to debut.. jiwoong i’m rooting for you <33

anyways, i need to get back to my essay. hopefully i can get it done today! 

Starr ☆