#dqlcellie

“since we believe in the afterlife an’ shit, right? i mean, then that makes me more hopeful for death. actually, wrong choice of words. m’not scared of death at all. i think people are jus’ scared ‘cos after death there’s mournin’, but after that there’s the remembrance an’ forgettin’. some people remember you, some people forget. m’guessin’ that most want t’be remembered.. hm. sounds ‘bout right. though i do like that thought ‘bout death bein’ an adventure.” she clears her throat, knowing her enthusiasm about such a dark topic was seeping through the walls of the room. it was an interesting topic and it would lead into a deeper conversation that wouldn’t be dropped in the span of five minutes. three if hyejung was really disinterested. 

death was horrible. hyejung’s experienced near-death experiences and also death of loved ones.. or maybe loved one. there were physical deaths where you know what happened to the person. you bury the body or you cremate it, you cry about it, you feel better after several mornings. then there were those mental deaths-- the death of a relationship. the death of a person that’s been long gone, no communication between you or the other and no more memories to form. those deaths kill you, those deaths aren’t an adventure. sure, if you happen to find yourself cross their paths again then it really is an adventure. if not, it’s dead. it’s dead as it can be and there’s nothing you can do about it. it leaves you wondering things like why and how did it die? you want to tear your hair out because you can’t take it, it’s dead forever.

Ellie is not surprised. Often times, she joked that in her previous life, she might be a dog for they love her way too much. She haven’t met an angry pup once. It’s a phenomena that is a challenge to explain. Ellie is in no way against it either. She finds it funny and treated it as some kind of skills. Dogs love her, and she cannot deny that she loves them back.

“Because she misses me.” The lead rapper of Jellybean muses with a smile on her face, carries the small shi zu with both arms. “Am I right sweetie pie?” Her cheeks brushes on the soft furs of the small pup, laughing a little. “Come one. Try holding her. She won’t bite I promise.”

To start with, Sparrow had a bad experience with dogs in his childhood. A simple hide and seek game made him end up in a hospital due to a dog attacking him, and getting shot for anti-rabies. It was almost a traumatic experience for him that’s why he barely expressed his liking towards dogs. However, he has a good relationships with birds, so that’s something he’s proud of

He watched the female hold the dog in front of him, half cowering as the female walked closer to him. “She really won’t bite?” he asked, reassuring if the dog really won’t attack him. Reaching out in attempt on petting the dog’s head. “hat if she does bite me?”

Worst comes to worst, the popular member of Mellow will turn down the cup of tea she made for her. However, it is the last scenario Ellie had in mind. She appears to be nice and polite, who would turn down such cute gesture from her anyway? The brunette long hair chuckles softly as she serves the tea on the table. “Please, I insist.” She muses whilst sitting in front of the other idol. “Plus, I can guarantee that you’ll enjoy it. This kind of tea is very soothing, specially on hard and exhausting days like today.”