#doyoulikebuttons

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

My best friend, Maria. We just sit around and watch movies and hold hands like dorks. It’s fun.

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

Outgoing, for sure. But I can get shy sometimes. Beautiful people that I don’t have any prior experience talking to intimidate me big time.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

A lot of my family is coming down this summer to see other family and things like that and I love them quite dearly so there’s that… And then a couple members of Tumblr Force 5 (a group I’m a part of) are coming down and I would be so excited to meet/see them. And there’s also this person at work that’s pretty nice and I’ve made quick friends with them. I probably won’t see her for two weeks though, so there’s that too. OH. Also Heather and Quinby. They live in Boca and I miss them quite a bit. Just a lot of people really. Also you.

4. Are you easy to get along with?

I… hope so? I think so, but that’s not really up to me to decide…

5. If you were drunk, would the person you like take care of you?

I have a sneaking suspicion that they would.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

People that I can connect with about similar interests.. People I can be myself and honest with. Often times I fall for friends. Or if it’s somebody I haven’t really gotten to know, beautiful people on the outside that are honest with me about a part of themselves, when I’ve never seen any other side of them besides their looks? That’s like an instantaneous crush right there. Pretty shameful, really.

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Uhm, there’s really no saying. A lot happens in two months and two people like me right now… I have an eye on someone too.. I might date one of them, or the other, or the person I have a little crush on, or maybe someone completely different. Who knows? Anything can happen.

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

My friend Chase. We’re like bros, but because I’ve had work I haven’t had time to hang with him as much… I miss him and we were supposed to hang out today, but we didn’t. I didn’t hear from him at all either, and I’m a little worried.

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

Maybe a little because I haven’t had it, but if I’m talking with someone I’m comfortable with? Not as much. Maybe a little awkward but not really.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

You, actually. 

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

It says: “Connor and Steve. See you soon.”

12. What are your favorite 5 songs right now?

All of Me by John Legend, Fancy by Iggy Azalea, Safe and Sound by Tonight Alive, She’s So Perfect by 5SOS (5 Seconds of Summer), and Classic by MKTO.

13. Do you like when people play with your hair?

I love it. LOVE it.

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Erm.. I want to, but I’m not really sure. I say stuff that’s amazing is a miracle and when good things happen to people I say they’re lucky, but I say it just because. I’m not sure I really believe in it.

15. What good thing happened this summer?

Well, I got a job. But the summer isn’t over yet. Also, I look forward to what it has in store.

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?Yeah, but since it was one of my friends, I’d only really do it platonically or out of loneliness platonically. They’re dating someone really great right now, and they know how lonely I get, so they just let me sometimes. Not a very good thing to do, but sometimes I just want to feel like… Like I’m actually worth kissing, you know?

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

I want to believe there is.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

Uh, when we see each other in person, yes. We used to be best friends and I still think quite highly of her, but friendships grow apart and I just got rid of her number in my phone. She never replied, but because I held her so dearly to me, I kept it for all this time. …It’s a lot less stressful not to have it. It’s not painful.

19. Do you like bubble baths?

Yeah, but I’m not too big a fan of baths. If I’m sick or can’t sleep, I’ll take a bubble bath maybe but I get hygienically freaked out because it’s like soaking in body dirt and soap so how clean is it really?

20. Do you like your neighbors?

Depends on which ones you mean, because some of them yes and others no.

21. What are your bad habits?

forgetting to take my medication, over-sharing information, trusting everyone, kissing people when I’m lonely, accidentally seeming too gay with the people I cherish as friends… All that junk. Being self-deprecating.

22. Where would you like to travel?

Anywhere that I can find people I care about.

23. Do you have trust issues?

Erm… yes and no. I can trust anyone… really, and I probably will, but I trust even the bad people and I get hurt a lot. It’s a thing I know happens but yet nothing changes. I keep doing it. It’s weird.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Sleeping.

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

Feet. I hate feet, especially mine.

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Get up. Shower. Get clothed. Brush teeth. Do whatever else I’m doing.

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

I wish I was a bit tanner. I would be hella hot if I could tan.

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

Leslie, Jess, Maria, Lia, Gabby C, Lyndsey, Chase, Sam… Steve probably too. Also you.

29. Have any of your exes ever told you that they regret breaking up with you?

Have no exes.

30. Do you ever want to get married?

I long to get married. I long. 

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

Negatory. 

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Shit yo. Uh, Katie Stevens and Rita Volk. …Probably others too, but threesomes are not what I had in mind haha.

33. Spell your name with your chin.

ewewnmnmja

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

I am not that athletic.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

TV. I would probably not be able to live without music, honestly. It’s helped me so much.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

HA. ONLY A MILLION TIMES. That comes with the lesbian label and rainbow flag.

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

Uhm… So…

38. Describe your dream girl/guy.

Someone with honest eyes and a bright smile. Someone who had the most beautiful laugh ever, and when it rang out, my heart would ache with care. Someone honest with me, who would listen and know when I needed comfort or advice. Someone who would be okay with cuddling me when needed, but also understood when I would need my space. Someone who would not think any less of me for liking the things that I do, or having the friends that I have, or any time when I would start awkward random singing. When I start rattling off the way I do, and realize that I’m rambling, when I apologize, they’d say it’s nothing to worry about and they find it fascinating. Someone who really loved me for me. Also, someone who would acknowledge that I have flaws and love me for them and understand that I have them. Also someone who could make me feel safe and make me laugh. They would have my complete heart.

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Grocery stores provide endless pun opportunities. Also Hot Topic and GameStop. Also Borders/Barnes and Noble, and Target.

40. What do you want to do after high school?

I’M FREE. FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Yes. Unless they did something truly unhuman. Then no.

42. If you’re being extremely quiet, what does it mean?

Either A) I am in a dangerous state of mind and I need to be watched to make sure I stay safe. B) I was really offended or hurt deeply by something that someone said. C) I am considering what someone else said. or D) I am exhausted. 

43. Do you smile at strangers?

Yes. 

44. Trip to outer space or the bottom of the ocean?

Neither. I would super duper extreme anxiety and probably die. ….but if I had to pick, I’d probably pick space because the stars would be closer.

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

Instinct and absolutely nothing else.

46. Have you ever been high?

no.

47. Have you ever been drunk?

Not like DRUNK drunk but I have been tipsy.

48. What are you paranoid about?

My teeth, cleanliness… stuff like that.

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope no one finds out about?

Um… not that I know of?

50. What was the color of the last hoodie I wore?

Grey!

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Yeah, but not a specific someone else. Just anyone other than me.

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

My tendency to trust everyone too much.

53. Favorite make-up brand?

Chapstick?

54. Favorite store?

Hot Topic?

55. Favorite blog?

no.

56. Favorite color?

Green, black, or purple.

57. Favorite food?

I like WAY too many foods for this to be a question.

58. Last thing you ate?

uh sour rainbow belts from the grocery store.

59. First thing you ate this morning?

Leftover pasta from the fridge.

60. Ever won a competition?

No.

61. Ever been suspended/expelled?

No.

62. Been arrested?

No. 

63. Ever been in love?

Yup. Very deeply, I might add.

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

Okay, so it was this past New Year’s Day and we had a huge party at my house. We were all sitting on the floor playing Cards against Humanity and my friends were talking about kisses and stuff and two of my best friends(both girls) kissed platonically and I made a comment about how they were acting gayer than me and one of my friends just puckered her lips and somewhere in the back of my mind I said “fuck it” and leaned forward and kissed her, like a peck. Of course, her boyfriend was all like “AHA I SAW THAT” and I was like “really? Did you not see her and HER kiss earlier? Why’d you have to catch it when it was me?”  but yeah, that was that. I still haven’t had a serious kiss with someone I really romantically liked.

65. Are you hungry right now?

Maybe a bit.

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

No. I like them equally.

67. Facebook or Twitter?

F-…. Twitter.

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr. Duh.

69. Are you watching TV  right now?

No.

70. Names of your best friends?

Chase, Leslie, Jess, Maria, Lyndsey, Lia, Gabby. 

71. Craving something? What?

Sleep. Sleep is what I’m craving.

72. What color are your towels?

Kinda like this dull blue.

73. How many pillows do you sleep with? 

3, but they’re all stacked back on each other.

74. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

Just one, his name is Rex. He was a gift for my grandma and when she passed away I just started sleeping with him. He’s leopard print, which was my grandma’s absolute favorite.

75. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

So many.

76. Favorite animal?

Lion or peregrine falcon. 

77. What color is your underwear?

Red.

78. Favorite ice cream flavor?

Strawberry or cherry.

79. What color shirt are you wearing?

Grey.

80. What color pants?

White.

81. Favorite TV show?

NCIS.

82. Favorite movie?

Er. A Cinderella Story. The Incredibles. Meet the Robinsons. SPIDER-MAN.

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

1. Duh.

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

21 Jump Street. Although I quote Mean Girls a hell of a lot more.

85. Favorite character from Mean Girls?

Gretchen.

86. Favorite character from Finding Nemo?

..Gill? 

87. First person you talked to today?

Lyndsey.

88. Last person you talked to today?

Leslie. but after I finish this, I’m probably going to text you and tell you so probably you.

89. Name a person you hate?

Alysha. That. Bitch.

90. Name a person you love?

You, Leslie, Maria, Lyndsey, Chase, Q, Heather, Gabby, Lia, Jess, my brother, Miles, Ally, Emily Wilhelm, Jackson, Brittney, Ally Anderson(Jack), Elena, Denise, any and all of my family etc

91. Anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

hm.. at this current moment? No. but I’m sure someone could get punched in the face right now somewhere..

92. In a fight with someone?

No.

93. How many pairs of sweatpants do you have?

3, I think.

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

So many.

95. Last movie you watched?

Treasure Planet.

96. Favorite actress?

Emma Stone.

97. Favorite actor?

er.. Andrew Garfield or Russell Crowe.

98. Do you tan a lot?

HAHAHAHAHA NO.

99. Have any pets?

I have a dog named Pepper!

100. How are you feeling?

Tired. I’ve been at this for an hour and a half so far.

101. Do you type fast?

Sure, I think.

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

Ha. Try my entire past, maybe minus a few things.

103. Can you spell well?

Better than most people.

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

Yes and no.

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Yeah, we throw them sometimes.

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

Yeah, sadly.

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Yes!

108. What should you be doing?

Sleeping. I have work tomorrow.

109. Is something irritating you right now?

This is a lot longer than I thought it would be!

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it physically hurt?

A couple of times. It was the best kind of pain but also the worst.

111. Do you have trust issues?

Already answered above.

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Maria.

113. What was your childhood nickname?

Never had a nickname as a kid.

114. Have you ever been out of state?

Yup.

115. Do you play the Wii?

Yup.

116. Are you listening to music right now?

no.

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

I have a love hate thing with soup. of all kinds. I like it but I really REALLY hate it.

118. Do you like Chinese food?

In proper amounts, yeah.

119. Favorite book?

Harry Potter all the way.

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

No.

121. Are you mean?

I really really hope not.

122. Is cheating ever okay?

uh… I thought this meant on a test, no. But cheating in a relationship? As long as you’re completely honest with whoever it is you’re cheating on and they’re okay with it? I guess so..

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

No. Absolutely not. I can’t.

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Yes.

125. Do you believe in true love?

Maybe for some people.

126. Are you currently bored?

I am currently tired.

127. What makes you happy?

Theater. Flowers. People.

128. Would you change your name?

If I had to, sure. but otherwise nah.

129. What’s your Zodiac sign?

Cancer.

130. Do you like Subway?

YEAH.

131. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you. What do you do?

Tell him I don’t feel the same and hope his feelings fade with time.

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

YOU.

133. Favorite lyrics right now?

These little wonders, these twists and turns of fateTime falls away but these small hoursThese small hours still remain134. Can you count to one million?

Yeah, but I’m sure as hell not doing that right now.

135. What’s the dumbest lie you ever told?

It’s my fear of butterflies. (I do actually have a bit of a fear of butterflies but it is completely unrelated.)

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

Closed. Keeps out most outside light.

137. How tall are you?

5’ 7” or 5’ 8”.

138. Straight or curly hair?

Straight.

139. Brunette or blonde?

I’m brunette.

140. Summer or Winter?

uh…. Winter? Maybe?

141. Night or Day?

NIGHT.

142. Favorite Month?

I don’t have one, really.

143. Are you a vegetarian?

No.

144. Dark, white, or milk chocolate?

Milk chocolate.

145. Tea or coffee?

ALWAYS tea.

146. Was today a good day?

Yeah. Good. I’m still worried about Chase though.

147. Mars or Snickers?

Snickers.

148. What’s your favorite quote?

I am too tired to think of one, but here’s some advice Q gave me a while ago, that was integrated into my vocabulary and belief system and I didn’t realize that she was the one who gave me that advice until months after I’d been using it as advice for other people: Things will always get better because they have to.

I love it.

149. Do you believe in ghosts? 

Eh. Maybe.

150. Get the closest book to you… etc.

NO.