#doxtalk

reason people think i support ICE is because i said nobody should be doxxed, with no exceptions. doxxing gets people, ESPECIALLY trans and/or people of color killed. we've seen this happen over and over. i've been swatted twice because i've been doxxed. it does not only just affect your target, but their family which can include closeted queers and or other folks that DO NOT SUPPORT ICE AT ALL. ESPECIALLY CHILDREN!

i think nazis and racists, especially in america, are inhumane and need to be held accountable. i also think we cannot dehumanize the people committing such atrocities, because the point is ANY human can be like this. it takes easy justification to become just like them by labeling them as immoral and evil. they already do this with immigrants and people of color, calling them violent and disgusting, justifying their inhumane treatment. this is not me saying we need to be tolerant of the intolerant. what i AM saying is, we do not need fascist tools to survive. we do not USE fascist tools.

oh good god yeah please report them. recently learned this guy is smash bandicoot, very known for doxxing, stalking, and harassing trans folk.

it's a little frustrating to deal with people still making vagueposts about me making pt fandom unsafe, all because i asked someone to tag their untagged vore art. even worse when they do it through the pt confessions blog. it is more frustrating when that whole circle harassed me and weaponized private and personal anecdotes to claim various things about me, like i'm glorifying eating disorders (despite the fact i have one) or that i'm seeing problems where there isn't any (i have been fetishmined before). and even worse is these people are all friends with that fetishminer. VERY close friends and in their server. and to this day they still shittalk me while i have moved on, understanding i have done what i could to warn others.

i've blocked everyone who participated in that harassment but i can't stop people from seeing the lies they push onto me. i worry about the things they say, because too many times have people i have been on good terms with just instantly believed it and never asked me about my own perspective.

it makes me upset, but there's only so much i can do. i gotta accept that people worth keeping around are those who won't dismiss you and the experiences that you shared in favor of a fetishminer. or conspire against you because of a headcanon they severely disagreed with.

i do not wanna be seen as perfect, a martyr, or whatever. i don't wanna come off as expecting support from people who follow me, either. i'm just some guy, and i fuck up sometimes. i could have stopped engaging with the harassment i got back then much sooner. i didn't need to plead my case with everyone sfter explaining and sharing evidence, but, the common experience of people attributing malice to neurodivergent people makes you really wanna clarify things 50 times. could argue this post is doing that again... i wanted to share the frustration in still being lied about and quietly harassed in the background, rather than continue to explain myself. i'm sure people can relate. nearly everyone online these days has faced some form of harassment anymore. maybe not as extreme in a few cases. still dealing with my stalker, after basically a year long break. being swatted twice wasn't enough, gotta send gore and ai generated CSAM of me to random strangers and my friends! woo!!!

making this post for future reference since i can see this happening for a while.

if you got an ask or message with a name, address, and some weird claim attached to it, that is not me. i have been getting doxxed for about a few years now and what this guy likes to do is go to ANY platform i have an account on and spread my private information around.

please, if you get an ask or message, report the account if it's not anon and report the ask itself. if you get an attached image, PLEASE do not look. i don't know what this guy is all sending, but i DO know they have sent me personally an ai generated nude version of a photo of me from when i was under 18. if you get this image, PLEASE report it to the US police/fbi. it is child pornography.

Sorry to bring up such an unpleasant topic and remind you of this person, I just wanted to make sure I report them for the right thing. I know it's not your fault I received this ask btw, I'm not mad at you or anything, I'd just like your advice. I'm sorry that someone would do this to you and still is doing this, people can be fucking disgusting and I hope they get brought to justice and cut this shit out soon. I hope you're okay, I'm so sorry to bring this thing up. If you don't want to answer this via an ask my dms are open if you'd prefer to answer that way. Remember you're a great person and I'm here for you if you need me 💖🫂

you're fine, thank you for asking! you're not the only ask ive gotten cause of it, but unfortunately as i write this im at work. nobody's fault ofc

report the image to the FBI or at stopncii. i plan to do that when im home since i got it again, and it's illegal. report the account for the image of a minor and impersonation, and block.

outside of the following superficial reasons, hell if i know:

- i don't have a driver's license

- i hate loli/shotacon

- i reposted a copypasta making fun of nintendo fans despite being one

- speaking about my experiences being groomed (interpreted as me needing to show off ive been hurt in such a shallow way)

- speaking about my experiences being harassed out of my own community as a kid (interpreted as me lying to cover up me "wanting kids to talk a suicidal person out of their thoughts" when i was more angry about the suicide letter in a vent channel being ignored)

- having an nsfw alt (got accused of drawing incest when that will never be my thing, and said person tried to get me blacklisted from the animation industry)

- being queer

i think i know who you're talking about, yeah. i don't blame them for being freaked out and i am sorry your friend is dealing with that.

for what it's worth i think they're targeting me partially because i have a big following. i have other reasons to suspect they're targeting me but that's neither here nor there right now. they've been threatening to swat me for a year now and it's never happened so i don't think it will. the threats of violence and etc are just empty threats