#doublether

My luck just kicked in the other day :D we went out like all this week and the first two days he told me that he has sortaa fallen for me and just last night he told me he loves me!:D we started hugging from the second day when I felt like a proper retard and I asked for one but now he just gives me them and we just hug for quite a while and it feels like its just me and him in the whole world!:D For the last two days we have been having moments (if ya know what I mean) its amazing, wish my luck stays cause it feels amazing to have it!!!!:D

I find it hard to talk to you when all I want to say is ILOVEYOUU!<3

I loved you yesterday I love you still I always have.. I always will

loads of people have found out whyy they were born, why are they here, i havent and everything i do i fail at it, one minute im good at doing something the next i cant do it and im one of them people who if they cant do it they'll getstressed out and quit! My life is a complete fail nearly all the time and its getting pretty old now! i wont my good luck to kick in for a little bit esspecially at this moment in time when the guyy i totally love is going to go out with someone else! he's all i think about 24/7, he just wont get out of my head, he texts me i smile, his word it mwhahahaa and everytime he texts me it i laugh, he's just amazingg,,!! pleaaasee caann you lot help me win him over pleaasee my good luck needs to kick in soon or im gunnaa go mental!!! thankkss!!

heeeeyy

I live life to explor, meet new people, fall in love but not have my hearbroken thousends of times, i want my life to be just right or atleast hae a good luck day or week or something just so i can have some good luck!! My life aint exactly perfect but i wish it was! I really like this lad called Nathan but were just friends and nothing more '_' he's a really great lad and really good to talk to, he makes you laugh alot and knows how to cheer you up, he calls me fit, gawjess, pretty and beutiful half the time but i really dont see why he is saying it cause im clearly not!! it feels like i've known him my whole life i just want to tell him but i cant! But.... Somebody told him yesterday that i liked him and he wont tell me who cause he had to promise her he wouldnt, i think i know exactly who it is and im not surprised caus she does it all the time to me, i wish i never told her, i thought she changed but ovbiously i was wrong '_' she is trying to get close to him now and everything i hate it and i hate her she just does my head in when she does this, shes a nice lass and aall but shes just a bitch and a bullshitter!!! To make matters worse he likes this lass called elliee, he said he'd go out with me if he dint like anyone else, and tbh i think he is gunnaa get with elliee soon soo im gunnaa be buying alot of tissues and locking my self in my room when it happens, all my mates whoo know i like him says he likes me but he dont its clearly ovbious he doesnt but i wishh he did thoo!! He means the world to me and even writting all of this is making the back of my throat hurt cause i want to burst out crying and i'll wake everyone up! ohh and one more thing my mum cant find out about bout him cause if she does she'll start to think he's the reason i broke up with my ex and that was wayy over a month agoo, my family aree the worst when im in a relationship and their worse when they know i like someone, and she wonder why i neverr tell anything to them, thanks good i have doublether to talk to otherwise i'll never be able to live without opening up to her all the timee!! Well im gunnaa go, i'll update you on this when more crap happens ad if any more desasters haooen you'll be the first to knoww!! night all!!