#doublebind

Morning In Normandy by andrilucas https://flic.kr/p/2ma9aau

this gloominess is stressing me so much that I don’t feel like waking up anymore...

I like painting, sketching, drawing, since Iam child. Sitting on my room floor, drawing with crayons, some kind of spiral, round shape. A childhood memory. first meditative, feeling of presence, full awareness of the situation, being present. A form of the #innerpeace. I guess, I was with some kind of eclipse, catch22, #doublebind. Don’t know if the words describing it. I just painted with crayons, on white paper this round loops/ circle forms. Following a inner intuition command a ‚ Claus Winkler ‚, ( take/ deduct it/ follow Signal/ command/ wink/ Suggestion/ Recommendation/ hint/ #Wink/ Appell/ = #Group/ connectiveness/ lair/ belonging/ we/ us/ rational/ logic/ #thorough. Iam remembering roundshapes, elipses. Seeing what i just painted/ drawed, I was under the Art effect/ impact from what I just did. So it made me with myself, brought me in to presence. A ‚ Claus Winkler ‚ effect. Like being born. Elipse/ round shape = vulva, Inside/ outside. My art my being describes/ is the thorough nonjudgemental bridge/ healing/ rational perspective on the #mhcomplex, ( #Madonnawhorecomplex). The #Germanword for ‚ thorough ‚ is ‚ Sachlichkeit ‚. #Thorough/ #Sachlichkeit, in psychology is the healthy feeling/ perspective on the ‚ we ‚ the ‚ us ‚. That would explain although my intrinsic interest, observation for female psychology. My #childhood/ youth observations, conclusions how women are, the lgbtq behavior from all people. ( all including the non Lgbtq people). My name, the meanings conotations are representing, saying everything people need to know about human behavior, in its basic, raw form, naturalistic expression. In politics, lying, words/ deeds, loyalty, deceiving, male/ female mating strategies, archaic behavior. It suggests/ empowers left soya neo-marxists to f-up society with you go girl blanc slate theory society cuckolding female sub-responsibility being emotional one day flys. It suggests the right people being on the purpose present strong fathers being alpha logic. #SEAK #ClausWinkler #SEAKClausWinkler #Lettering #throwups #Stylewriting #Buchstaben #abstract #ego #Contemporaryart #Artadvisor #redpill #Practicalfemalepsychology #art #kunst (hier: Natural History Museum, London) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChrVfNVIoaH/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#fierce #doublebind #beyourself #rightnow #icommandyou (at Córdoba, Argentina) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLZTFGVn1sn/?igshid=2h06kl5rpl4j

David took my picture, I took his. 📸🔗#davidjackwickertandme #thanks4remembering #reversedselfie #doublebind (at Exmouth Coffee Company) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrQEFGQnGsc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vidol05jgweu

I love scorpios (4 of my good friends are scorpios), leos aren’t bad but they’re pretty prideful (and with all the aries in my chart so am I which doesn’t make arguments go easily lol) & lastly I love gemini’s I think they generally have a comical / unique vibe to them… I’d say yes to date but I think we’d be really similar whether that’s for better or worse LOL