#dotunderwood

Thank you, sweetness! I think you’re very amazing, too. In honor of spreading the love, I’m going to shout out ten random people near and dear to my heart: 

@winterforged ( the kindest, sweetest, most pure friend on the entire planet. i truly mean it when i say kai is the shining light of my dash. i feel so happy and like all fuzzy when she’s around, because she’s just that much of a cinnamon roll. )

@vespertiilian / @hawkborn ( writing with bat has inspired me and helped me develop diana as much, if not more, than canon material. more so than that, being friends with bat is actually everything and i’m excited everyday to see her around and pester her with things. 10/10 coolest person, favorite writer, favorite person,  just favorite ever. ) 

@battleincarnate ( i’m really awful at keeping in touch with people, but i’ve been great friends with this gem for years which is a testament to how much adore her. probably the person who knows me best, and i wouldn’t have it any other way. )

@titus-wayne ( the actual sweetest of hearts ??? all their doodles make my entire day, and anything they write me is 100% guaranteed to make me smile. also just the nicest person to talk to ooc, always so fun and kind )

@stillcominback ( ahhhhhh. i believe in rick grimes, but most importantly, i believe in laurel. she is the easiest person to become friends with because she treats you like a bestie the moment you meet. i forever adore her and smile just thinking about all our screamy chats 

@mistressmxleficent ( ugh briar is someone that i can’t even do words right with??? like she honestly means so much to me that words just fucking fall flat on their face when i try to do her justice with them??? so just imagine me doing this weird face of screaming and crying instead )

@americanasitgets ( oh my god, gabby is somehow even funnier in private chats than she is on the dash, which i know, is tough to believe. but seriously, she makes me actual all out, bust out laughing. also, she’s writing goals, what the fuck )

@atomblonde ( another person inspires the classic “oh my god” response from me. no seriously. oh my god. such a fun, funny, and fantastic person to be friends....and to write the gayest ship ever with oops. )

@butlerrisms ( i adore belinda like absolute crazy. we can jump around from a whole menu of cool topics, and i love her opinions about all the things. i also love how all her characters amuse the heck out of me. )

     It hadn’t been long since Natasha had joined SHIELD. If anything, she had been downright shocked at how quickly they’d taken her in, decided to trust her, and then churned her out to active missions. Gratifying, but a little worrying, in her opinion.

     Still, it was amazing having something to do, especially where she could put her skillset to use for better reasons than she had in the past. She tried not to dwell on her days of working for the KGB, but unfortunately it had made up the majority of her life so far, and there was no escaping it. Nightmares persisted, even as she slowly broke herself of her old habits and ways of thinking, and so she threw herself into her work.

     She had a handler now, one that seemed to be slightly wary of her while caring about her well-being as well, which was a novel combination. Natasha met with her before and after every mission to undergo evaluations. Maybe they’re waiting for me to slip up, to revert, she thought idly as she walked away from her most recent one. But at least with this mission I can see why they needed me instead of someone else. 

     Her target was a woman by the name of Dottie Underwood-- well, that was the alias, and it certainly wasn’t a kill order. Instead, she was to find the woman, who had once been a spy for the Red Room, and bring her down the same path that Natasha herself was following now. 

     Oh, the irony.

Headcanons – Accepting

Bedelia doesn’t have any sibling in her main verse which is also why she tends to be as selfish as she is. However, she has a verse in which she has a younger sister (verse with @galxhxd). The dynamic of their relationship is interesting because while being selfish, Bedelia happens to also be extremely protective of her sister and will always put her first (like she does when she truly does love someone), especially because she’s the oldest and she must protect her younger sister, even taking the role of a mother more than a sister at times. 

for every  ♥  I receive in my askbox, i’m going to recommend a blog and spread positivity. I think this site needs more of it.

[ Ooooh dual promo time! How about this time I step out of the Marvel sphere for a moment and talk about my Star Trek babes? It’s my original fandom, and I’m still very much attached to it so I was really glad when I got to start writing with @fasciinating! Their take on Spock is really lovely and I love having them on my dash. I’m also looking forward to writing with @hiippocrates who I’ve been stalking from the shadows for a while and we’re working on setting something up. Bones owns my soul.