I been stabbed 11 times 2 years ago. Shot this last summer. I completely cut myself out of everyone's life and shutoff the world. My gf of a 2 years left me and made me move out. I found out their was another man. The worst part about it was she left me the day before I brought her to Hawaii.all of those things destroyed me and I thought things in my life were ruined. I felt so shitty about my self. She made me feel so shitty. She said I'm a child and not responsible and that she has to take care of me and that i was embarraing to be around and that she hadnt loved me for months.i realized children don't take people to Hawaii. But anyways I moved out and I got promoted to captain of a crab boat. I got a huge bump in pay. I have been working out a lot and eating way healthier instead of microwaveables.lol. I started working on myself. I started reconnecting with my old friends.i started goimg on hikes and fishing and doing things for me. Tge things i like without worrying about anyone else and I finally feel alive I finally am happy to wake up and look the man in the mirror. I'm not scared to see what my future hold anymore I keep my head up high and I learned through all of my down falls it's made me a stronger man
