#doom writes

Hello! Well, how are you doing? Sorry I didn't update. If you guys happened to read my posts about it then you'll already know why I didn't (bad mental health yada yada yada). Anyhow, I am going to just go ahead and split this AU into a few chapters and I'll update it as I go and depending on how I'm doing. Thanks for understanding.

Here's chapter 2. Give me more title suggestions! I want plenty of material to choose from, come on guys, my titling skills aren't all that good, do you really want me to come up with a title myself? /j

CHAPTER 1

Word count: 1279

Summary: Logan and Remus are stranded in space without much hope of rescue. The struggle is not just survival, they'll have to deal with an uncomfortable shared past.

TW: Swearing, innuendo, crude language, mild violence, arguing (if there's anything else please tell me)

The space AU no one asked for: Chapter 2, surprise!

Logan woke up to the sound of an emergency alarm. The lights of the room were blinking and red. A buzzing in his ears and pain all over his body. Something definitely wasn’t right.

He heard a faint groaning coming from the side.

That alone got him out of his initial confusion. Was Remus okay? Well, that proved he had a concussion as well, because, otherwise, he wasn’t quite prepared to accept the consequences of worrying first about Remus and him second.

Despite a certain feeling of nausea, Logan tried his best to stand up, what looked more like a dying terrestrial dog crawling over the interstellar airport docks.

The moment he reached Remus he pulled him into his lap and shook him gently. It still felt hard to admit the extent to which he’s relieved to see him breathing.

“Remus” Logan calls.

The aforementioned nuzzled his face against Logan’s abdomen, which made Logan feel even more miserable when his heartbeat rushed at it.

“Let me tell ya, this aftercare leaves a bit to desire, like, I’ve never gotten dommed as hard. And by dommed I mean smashed against the wall of a botanic compartment where we are going to be entombed alive. Kind of poetic, rotting by your side, I mean, could be kinkier, but it’s still something”.

Ah, yes. Remus was stupid, Logan had to remind himself. The part of him that wanted to melt because of the sweetness of the previous gesture died a quick death after hearing all that nonsense.

Aside from the usual stuff to be expected from Remus, his words were far too... either sincere or nice to indicate anything other than Remus may be suffering from a concussion as well.

“Remus, I believe you have a concussion”.

“Yeah, yeah, you’re hot too. Now, be a good boy and rub me properly. I’ll even let you leave forever again if you behave. Ha! Actually, you can’t since we’re going to die here”.

Logan rolled his eyes. He reminded himself it wasn’t good practice to drop someone with a concussion on the floor, no matter how ridiculous they were.

“I hate you” Logan lied.

“I know… I’m not into it. I don’t like this game. Can we stop it? Let me start a new one”.

Remus shuffled in his lap, turning around. His hands shot up to the button and zipper of Logan’s pants.

Never mind the concussion.

Logan panicked letting Remus fall back onto the cold floor.

He stood up, properly this time, adrenaline flushing his system. His chest heaved embarrassingly and his body shook lightly without his control. Not this again.

This was fun! 

So, after a long hiatus, I can inform you that I've written 30 pages for the last chapter and I'm one scene away from finishing it.

This is the first chapter, in case anyone was curious:

Disembodied Chap. 1

It follows the premise of what would happen if Logan and Remus fused.

If anyone wants to be tagged, let me know in a comment!!!

Given that I've made progress, I'll give you guys another sneak peek:

Remus said he loved him. What a strange concept.

It defied everything.

Since they were metaphysical beings they shouldn’t be susceptible to pesky chemical reactions, especially someone whose entire job description amounted to logic. Yet, he felt. Plenty. When he first had told Remus he was in love with him, Logan had made it clear that he understood none of it, but he felt it nonetheless. Just as he felt strongly about Remus’ declaration. Could it even be considered as such? In context, it had been more of a slip-up. Now an unmendable slip-up.

‘Not that I regret the irreversible nature of it’ Logan thought.

Remus had seemed uncomfortable at the notion. Which was a lot considering almost nothing made Remus uncomfortable. Maybe it was unfair to scrutinize his posture in the matter when Logan had reacted by offering a few encouraging words and reassurance. Also, said reaction could be mistaken with rejection. His reduced knowledge of such things didn’t give him much to work with. Luckily Remus did know him, so he must be sure that him not stating clearly that he did not reciprocate meant he hadn’t been rejected.

At least, not exactly.

Logan could not reciprocate.

Hi Anon!!!

The barracuda actually wanted to help Remus’ supposed droopy ass. It was an act of charity! Poor barracuda, it didn’t know there was a sheet of acrylic glass in the way! /j 

Yes, Remus is going to have bit of an awful time. But I’m going to mention he will start seeing a therapist  (for obvious reasons) and he’s going to get plenty of support from his friends.  

Thank you so much for the ask! Have a lovely day!

Thank you so much for asking!

My favourite part would be either when Remus is asked whether he's in love with Logan by Virgil and he just closes off, then Logan proceeds to tell everyone that they're being ridiculous by contemplating that possibility because Remus clearly does not like him. Everybody sees Remus' body language clearly showing that yes, he is in fact in love with Logan. Logan being like "NO, I would have known! We're friends Remus... oh god... are you really--?" to what Remus responds by LEAVING.

That, or when after months of having Remus avoiding him, Remus begins to show his face around Logan but he doesn't go to Logan's room to spend time with him anymore, so Logan begins to get this 'weird reactions and symptoms'. He can't sleep, he can't focus, his stomach is giving him trouble, he feels restless... WHY COULD THAT BE?

Then there's the ending, my favourite favourite part, which I kind of love but maybe I shouldn't spoil it. (Lots of feelings, confrontation and kissing involved)