#dontgo

when it comes to you, I am selfish. how could you expect me to let you go when you are the one who took my maniac hands and forced them to plant daises back to reality. you propagated my lifeless shell and grew a garden.  so, when it comes to you, I am selfish.

"I thought I had moved on. I thought I wouldn't care anymore if I saw you with someone else; if I saw you with her. But it hurts. It hurts so damn much. As much as I don't want to admit it, I still want you back. I still want what we had back. If I can't have that, then I at least want everything that I gave you, back. I want my secrets, I want our stolen moments, our inside jokes and the nights we stayed up, back. I just want it to stop hurting."

Not today.

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