#dont revlog

did you HAVE to misgender a trans character right before you wished for (cis) asexual or bisexual characters? was this necessary? did you appeal to your transphobic inner self?

I need a screaming hole.

cant believe I used to look like this wot thee fock

Not to post about overly personal things on main or whatever but sometimes it really hits me that I do have an anxiety disorder like I guess most of the time I’m too in my own head to realize it’s abnormal I think everyone gets like this but then earlier I was like worrying about the literal smallest thing about texting someone and it’s like it really hits me that most people have no problem with this sort of stuff it’s really not hard at all to them and it’s like that but for so many more things now that I think about it. Like it took me three months to call the dermatologist back because I didn’t know how to ask for a refill for my medication and I was too scared to ask, I am terrified of phone calls from almost all people except my immediate family and emails are almost just as bad. It just really sucks idk maybe I need medication or something I’m tired of knowing my anxiety and fear are irrational but still being paralyzed by them. I want to just be able to text my friends without agonizing over each word and if I’m texting them too much or too little or if they even care about me it’s suffocating me it really is