#dont date

I like you because you gave me your number after four messages, I like you because we talked until 4 in the morning the first night and I didn't want to stop. I like you because you walked right up to me the first time we met and made me feel comfortable. I like you because you quoted Frozen to me the first night and I knew I had to kiss you right then and I had to figure out how to keep being able to kiss you. I like you because we waited, a whole four dates (very impressive on both our parts might I add). I love the star tattoo on your hip, it's my favorite one. Yes, my favorite. I like you because every time you smile, I'm convinced the room gets brighter. Thats not just a cliche, it's the truth. I like you because of your eyebrows, and the way you use them to remind me that you're cute to get out of trouble. I like when we're driving in the car and you're going through all your music and you have so much to say about every song and every band, I like the way your voice sounds when you're talking about the music you love. I like your fucking selfie face. I like your bum, and the rest of your body. I like how you're my favorite person to talk to and there's still friendship in this. I like the way you walk and your laugh. I like you because all things Harry Potter. I like you because you're funny. You can make me genuinely laugh, thats hard to do. I like you because you're more twisted than I am. (He hung his first love upside down and gutted her like a cow.) I like you because, "please sir may I have some more?" and "I like you Jen-ay." I like you because it can get real dirty in the bedroom, and we can still be laughing at something. I like you because Slytherin. I like you because you can roll your own sleeves, because you have an associates degree. I like you because of the curtains in the bedroom. I like you because you're independent and don't take shit. You're opinionated as all hell, keep challenging me. I like you because you scare the shit out of me, always have. I don't like you because of the way you make me feel about myself, I like you because of you. I want to see behind your walls. I don't just wanna peek around the corner, I wanna spend some time back there. i want to know you. I want to spend time making you happy. Really happy. Incandescently happy. (Don't I have great vocabulary?) I like you because I feel like I caught the Golden Snitch during a World Cup rival game when you look at me. (What is this soccer you muggles speak of?) I decided I'm fighting. You don't just leave a good melon in a store. You need to know that I want you. You. Not the idea of you, not because you make me feel pretty. I want you. Your darkness, your light, your crocs. I'm not asking you to be my girlfriend. I'm just asking you to let me in. Maybe just a little bit in? Just a tiny bit? Just the tip? Don't give up on this. And if you decide there is something missing, and I can't make you happy, and really I'm just a friend, then at least I tried. And at least I got to spend some time with you. And it was always worth the pain, present and future. I don't care how crazy I look or pathetic or anything, shit whatever, I don't care. Because I've learned that when you find someone worth it, you need to look like a jackass and fight. So here I am now, Captain Jackass.