Lately, I feel I’ve been in a battle with myself mentally.. Half of me is this person who see’s life so carefree, excited to explore new things, meet new people and hopes to truly deeply fall in love with someone who loves me just as much BUT No..currently I’m the person who holds on to things that aren’t good for myself, who settles for the bear minimal and accepts what is given instead of what I deserve. I’m tired.. Mentally, physically & emotionally. I give myself way to much to people who don’t truly see just how amazing I am. I’m tired of hearing sweet nothings when there’s hardly any action to back up those words. I hate feeling that I’m constantly being compared to others when I know I’m unique in my own way. I may not have the best education or make the most money but you will never have to doubt my friendship, my loyalty or even my love. With the new change coming my way, I know that I need to make a lot more changes then just my address. I will not allow myself to carry this battle into my 30’s. With just 4 months away.. I got to start showing who I am truly am. A strong ass WOMAN, Who can handle anything thrown in my way, and yes in a moment of weakness I may have put up with shit.. But you’ll see 😉😘
