JUST THIS ONCE / P.J
Pairing â sub!fem!reader x dom!bf!jay
Genre â SMUT, established relationship, fluff at the end
Warnings â SMUT (minors dni), cursing, neck kisses, marking, petnames (baby, doll, good girl...), rough sex, jay ripped reader's dress, reader wears lingerie, dirty talk, degradation, fingering, unprotected sex (don't do it), posessive!jay??, spanking, praising, multiple orgasms, aftercare, jay proposes to reader at the end
Word count â 3k
Summary â it was your third anniversary with your boyfriend and he had planned to take you to a nice fancy restaurant to celebrate, but he kinda changed his plans when he saw you in your dress.
a/n: thank you anon for making this request! not proofread, enjoy!
Your apartment was relatively quiet, except for the soft music playing in the background, blending with the faint scent of lavender from the candles you had lit earlier. It was your third anniversary with Jay, and the excitement was palpable. You stood in front of the mirror, meticulously putting on the final touches of your makeup. The soft light from the vanity highlighted your features, making you glow even more than usual.
Jay had been your rock for the past three years. His love for you was unwavering, and it showed in every little thing he did. Tonight, he planned a special dinner to celebrate your relationship, and you were both eagerly looking forward to it.
As you picked up your favorite pair of earrings, you heard the soft creak of the bedroom door. Glancing in the mirror, you saw Jay standing in the doorway, a tender smile playing on his lips. His eyes sparkled with admiration as he took in the sight of you.
"You look absolutely stunning," he said, his voice filled with awe.
You chuckled softly, a playful glint in your eyes. "You say that every single day, you know."
"Because it's the truth." Jay stepped into the room, his gaze never leaving you. "I'm serious, every time I see you, it's like I'm falling in love all over again."
A warmth spread through your chest at his words. You turned back to the mirror, slipping on your earrings. As you did, Jay walked up behind you, sliding his arms around your waist. His hands rested on your hips, and he pulled you gently against him.
"Are you trying to distract me?" you teased, meeting his eyes in the mirror.
"Maybe," he murmured, his lips curling into a smirk as he pressed a kiss to your neck. "I just can't help it. You look incredible, baby."
You felt a shiver run down your spine at the sensation of his lips on your skin. His touch was electric, sending waves of warmth through your body. You leaned back into him, enjoying the feeling of his strong arms wrapped around you. He started with gentle pecks, then his kisses became more open-mouthed, his tongue flicking out to taste your skin. You knew how sensitive you were there, and Jay knew it too. He was taking full advantage.
âJong,â you breathed out, trying to keep your composure as a wave of heat coursed through you. âWe have reservations. We canât be late.â
His hands began to wander, one sliding up to your shoulder to gently tug at the strap of your dress. The silky fabric slipped down, exposing more of your skin to his eager mouth. His other hand pressed against your stomach, holding you firmly in place.
âI donât give a shit about that,â he whispered against your neck, his voice low and husky. âYou look so fucking good in that dress. I canât help myself.â
You tried to protest, but your words came out weak and breathy. âWe really shouldââ
He turned you around to face him, his eyes dark with desire. âYouâre hungry, I get it. But I need you right now, more than anything.â
His lips captured yours in a heated kiss, his tongue demanding entrance. You melted into him, your hands finding their way to his chest. The kiss deepened, and you could feel his need for you in every movement, every touch.
When he finally pulled back, you were breathless. He looked at you with a cocky, playful grin. âIâll cook something for you later, i promise, and I'll reschedule the reservation. Right now, I need you.â
You bit your lip, torn between your hunger and the intense desire building within you. âJay, we really should go to dinnerâŚâ
He cut you off with another kiss, his hands roaming your body with a possessive intensity. âYouâre enjoying this, donât lie,â he said against your lips, his voice a teasing growl.
You couldnât deny it. The way he was touching you, the way he was making you feel, it was intoxicating. He knew exactly how to push your buttons, and he was doing it with expert precision.
âJust a little longer,â he murmured, his lips moving back to your neck. âI promise Iâll take care of you.â
His hands slipped under your dress, and you felt your resolve weakening. His touch was electric, sending sparks of pleasure through your body. You knew you should insist on leaving, but in that moment, all you wanted was him.
âJayâŚâ you whispered, your voice a mix of need and surrender.
He looked up at you, his eyes filled with a mix of love and lust. âI love you,â he said softly, his hands still exploring. âAnd I need you right now, baby. Please.â
You gave in, your hands threading through his hair as you pulled him closer. âOkay,â you breathed, your heart pounding in your chest. âBut just this once.â
He grinned. âThatâs my good little girl.â
The moment those words left his mouth, something shifted in him. His eyes darkened and he captured your mouth in a hard, demanding kiss. There was no gentleness anymore, only raw passion His hands gripped your hips, pulling you tightly against him as his tongue invaded your mouth, claiming you completely.
His lips quickly found your neck for the third time that night, but this time, he was much more insistent. He nipped and sucked at your skin, parking you with dark bruises. He loved marking you, reminding everyone you were his and his only. Each hickeys sent a jolt of pleasure through you, making the wetness between your legs even more prominent.
With a rough yank, he tore the dress apart, the sound of ripping fabric filling the room. "My dress!" you exclaimed as you stared at him in shock.
He only smirked, his eyes boring into yours. "I'll buy you another one doll, don't worry," he said casually, a little too casually. You were left standing in your favorite set of lingerie, the white lace set you knew drove him completely wild everytime you wore it. His eyes raked over you, taking in every detail, and he chuckled darkly. "Look at you, wearing my favorite set. What a naughty girl. Did you plan this, or are you just that fucking desperate for me?"
You felt your cheeks burn at his words, and you felt your white panties getting completely drenched. As you didn't respond, he grabbed your chin, forcing you to look into his eyes. "Answer me, doll. Did you dress like that because you wanted me to ruin you?"
You swallowed hard, your voice barely above a whisper, "I didn't... I mean, I..."
He laughed soflty, his grip on your chine tightening. "You did, didn't you? You wanted this. You wanted me to take you. Well congratulations, sweetheart. You're getting exactly what you wanted."
His free hand moved to your back, unclapsing your bra with practiced ease. he tossed it aside, his eyes never leaving yours. "On the bed."
You didn't hesitate. You moved to the bed, your legs already weak. You could feel his eyes following your every move. As he hovered over you, you felt a shiver down your spine. Your hands went to the buttons of his white button-up, fumbling slightly in your haste. You needed to feel his skin against yours, to touch the toned muscles you had come to love so much. As you pushed the fabric off his shoulders, your breath hitched. His torso was a work of artâtoned, tan, and undeniably sexy. Even after three years, the sight of him like this made your mouth water.
Jay noticed your reaction and smirked, his eyes gleaming with arrogance. âYou like what you see, donât you?â he teased, his voice a low growl.
You bit your lip, unable to tear your gaze away from his chest. âYou know I do,â you whispered.
His smirk widened, and he leaned down, his lips brushing against your ear. âGood, because youâre mine.â
He didnât wait for a response. His hands were already on you, rough and demanding. One hand slipped between your legs, parting your thighs, while the other cupped your breast, his thumb teasing your nipple through the thin fabric of your lingerie. The dual sensations made you arch your back, a moan escaping your lips.
His hand slipped underneath your panties, hissing once he felt how wet you were. His index parted your lips before he slid it into your wetness, thrusting it roughly inside you. Your back arched, and he slid his middle finger almost immediately. The sudden invasion made you cry out, a choked moan leaving your lips, your body already trembling. He set a relentless pace, his fingers curling inside you, hitting that perfect spot with every thrust.
"Fuck, you're so wet for me," he murmured, his lips trailing hot kisses down your neck. "You like being treated like this, babygirl? You like it when I'm rough like that, mmh?"
"Y-Yes, fuck," you moaned, your hips moving to meet his thrusts. "Please, don't stop."
His lips curled into a satisfied smile against your skin. âGood girl. Youâre gonna cum for me, arenât you?â
You could only nod, the pleasure building to an unbearable peak. His thumb found your clit, circling it with just the right amount of pressure. Your breath hitched, and you felt the world around you start to blur.
âLook at me,â he commanded, his voice rough with desire. âI want to see you when you come.â
You forced your eyes open, meeting his intense gaze. The connection between you was electric, and it pushed you over the edge. With a cry, you came hard, your body convulsing around his fingers. The pleasure was overwhelming, consuming you completely.
Jay watched you the entire time, his eyes dark with satisfaction. He slowed his movements, drawing out your orgasm until you were left panting and trembling beneath him.
âYouâre beautiful when you come,â he said softly, withdrawing his fingers and bringing them to his lips. He licked them clean, his eyes never leaving yours. âAnd you taste incredible.â
You were still catching your breath, your body buzzing with aftershocks. He quickly undid his pants, tugging them off along with his boxers, his cock freed from their confines as it slapped against his tan stomach, red and ready, precum leaking from the tip. The sight made your mouth watered and you could feel yourself leaking.
âI need to be inside you, dollâ he muttered, his voice thick with lust. He positioned himself at your entrance, the tip of his cock pressing against your wetness. âI can't wait any longer.â
Without another word, he thrust into you, hard and deep. The sudden fullness made you cry out, your hands gripping the sheets. Jay set a relentless pace, each thrust rough and demanding. His hands gripped your hips, pulling you against him with every movement.
âFuck, you feel so good, that pussy was made for me, sh-shitâ he groaned, his voice ragged. âSo tight, so perfect. You're mine, do you hear me?â
âYes, jong, fuck,â you gasped, your body trembling with the intensity of his thrusts. âI'm yours. Always yours.â
He leaned down, his lips brushing against your ear. âYouâre going to cum for me again. Iâm not stopping until you do.â
He shifted his angle slightly, hitting that perfect spot inside you with each thrust. The pleasure was overwhelming, building rapidly. His thumb found your clit again, rubbing it with firm, precise strokes. You were still so sensitive from your earlier orgasm, it didn't take a lot of time for that familiar coil in your lower stomach to form.
âI'm-I'm gonna c-cum,â you cried out, your voice desperate.
âCum for me, babygirlâ he demanded, his thrusts growing even rougher.
You obeyed, your body shattering with pleasure. Your scream filled the room as you came hard around him, your muscles clenching tight. But he didnât stop. He kept thrusting, pushing you through your orgasm and into another one quickly. He knew your body too well, and he knew exactly what buttons to push to make you fall apart on his cock.
âThat's it, scream for me,â he growled, his hands gripping your hips so hard you were sure there would be bruises. âLet everyone know who you belong to.â
He flipped you onto your stomach, pulling your hips up so he could take you from behind. The new angle allowed him to go even deeper, each thrust sending a jolt of pleasure through you. He spanked you lightly, his hand leaving a stinging imprint on your skin.
âYou're my little fucktoy, aren't you?â he taunted, his voice rough and filthy.
âFuck yeahâ you panted, barely able to form words.
He spanked you again, harder this time. âGood girl. Now cum for me again.â
You didnât think it was possible, but the combination of his rough thrusts and dirty words sent you over the edge once more. You came hard, your body convulsing with the force of it. Jay groaned in pleasure, but he still didnât stop.
He pulled out and flipped you onto your back again, his eyes wild with lust. âI want to see your face when you cum.â
He entered you again, thrusting hard and fast. He leaned down, capturing your lips in a bruising kiss. His hands were everywhere, touching, gripping, claiming you. The intensity of it all was overwhelming, but you loved every second.
âJay, please,â you begged, your voice a desperate plea.
âPlease what?â he taunted, his thrusts never slowing. âTell me what you want.â
âI want to come again,â you cried, tears of pleasure streaming down your face. âPlease, Jay, make me come again.â
âThat's my good fucking girl,â he murmured, his thumb finding your clit once more. âCome for me one more time.â
You screamed as your body obeyed, the orgasm ripping through you with a force that left you breathless. Jay watched you the entire time, his eyes dark with satisfaction.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, his movements grew erratic. He was close, and the thought of him finding his release pushed you even higher. With a final, deep thrust, he groaned loudly, his body tensing as he came inside you. The sensation of his cum painting your walls white sent a final wave of pleasure through you, and you moaned softly, your body completely spent.
He collapsed beside you, pulling you into his arms. Both of you were panting, your bodies covered in a sheen of sweat. Jay pressed a tender kiss to your forehead, his voice softening. âAre you okay?â
You nodded, a tired but content smile on your lips. âYeah, Iâm good. Just a bit sore.â
Jay chuckled softly, his eyes filled with love and concern. âLetâs get you cleaned up and comfortable, okay?â
He carefully helped you sit up and led you to the bathroom. He turned on the warm water, filling the bathtub while you leaned against him, feeling the comforting strength of his presence. Once the tub was ready, he gently helped you into the warm water, the heat easing the soreness from your muscles.
Jay kneeled beside the tub, his hands moving to wash you with slow, soothing strokes. âEven like that, you're so beautiful,â he said softly, his eyes never leaving yours. âI love you so much.â
âI love you too,â you whispered, feeling a deep sense of gratitude for his care.
After the bath, he wrapped you in a fluffy towel and carried you back to the bed. He dressed you in one of his soft t-shirts, the fabric warm and comforting against your skin. He made sure you were comfortable, tucking you in with a gentle kiss.
âIâll be right back,â he said, disappearing into the kitchen. A few minutes later, he returned with a glass of water and some painkillers. âHere, this should help.â
You took the pills, sipping the water as he settled beside you. He pulled you into his arms, holding you close as he whispered sweet nothings in your ear. The tenderness in his voice and the warmth of his embrace made you feel cherished and loved.
After a while, Jay shifted slightly, reaching into the drawer of his nightstand. He pulled out a small black velvet box and looked at you with a mixture of excitement and nervousness.
âI was going to give this to you at the restaurant,â he said, his voice a bit shaky. âBut since weâre staying home, and youâre all sore, I figured now is the perfect time.â
Your heart skipped a beat as he opened the box, revealing an exquisite ring. The center stone was a stunning diamond, surrounded by smaller, sparkling gems. It was breathtakingly beautiful, and you could see the care and thought that had gone into choosing it.
âSeongieâŚâ you breathed. âItâs beautiful.â
He took the ring from the box and held it up, his eyes meeting yours with a serious, loving gaze. âYou mean everything to me. These past three years have been the best of my life, and I want to spend the rest of it with you. Will you marry me?â
Your heart swelled with emotion, and you nodded, tears streaming down your face. âOh my God, Jay, of course I will!â
A wide smile broke across his face as he slipped the ring onto your finger. âYouâve made me the happiest man in the world,â he said, pulling you into a deep, loving kiss.
As you snuggled into his arms, admiring the ring on your finger, you couldnât help but feel overwhelmed with happiness. Despite the soreness and the change in plans, this moment was perfect. Jay had taken care of you, showed you his love in every possible way, and now he had promised you forever.
âI know itâs a bit extravagant,â he said softly, his fingers tracing patterns on your back. âBut I wanted you to have something that reflects how much you mean to me, baby.â
You looked up at him, your eyes filled with love. âItâs perfect. Youâre perfect. I canât wait to spend the rest of my life with you.â
He smiled, pressing another kiss to your lips. âAnd I canât wait to spend it with you, my love. Happy anniversary.â
âHappy anniversary,â you whispered back, feeling a sense of contentment and joy that you knew would last a lifetime.


















