March 29, 2020: A lazy pandemic
Nothing much to do except do the same thing we’ve been doing.
Little bit of situational Irony, recently getting a deadend job to pay for some things to do, only to end up being forced to do nothing thanks to a pandemic. The feeling of being stuck seems inescapable.
Thinking about it now, awareness is more of a curse than a blessing. Once you become aware of the world, the universe, society, etc, the magical mystery of what it could be fades away. Instead all you’re left with is the harsh truth. Sometimes it seems there’s a lot of truth to blissful ignorance. At the same time though, blissful ignorance is a privilege to those who experience comfort.
People who face hardship have to confront things with awareness in the hope they’ll achieve comfort, sadly, the more they come to learn, the harder reality becomes. it becomes a cycle,the aware create a world sustainable to be blissfully ignorant, the ignorant experience hardship and become aware, rince and repeat.
hm, not sure where i’m going with this. I guess im just experiencing life with some form of awareness, and it derives some sense of hopelessness, which is why i decided to remain ignorant in some regard. Or i guess its rejection, or maybe rejection is willful ignorance. Who knows? Language is such a fleeting form of communication. To be honest, i’d much rather communicate through experience rather than words. Humans have an easier time interpreting experience than they do language after all.
A smile is something everyone in the world can understand, regardless of the language.
