some sillyhat rambling on dry account i haven’t touched in yonks……
i miss this account. i haven’t jorked it in so long. honestly i haven’t been even that into hiccups in months. like AT ALL
it’s like 50/50 i got way too autistic over my book series and then also i had a mental health episode that was SO BAD the mental health line got me a referral to a psychiatrist ❤️
whipped old reliable out of her box tonight and tried to have some fun with myself and then i just didn’t get aroused at all. literally in the shower just like
i miss it which sounds SO stupid but i liked having a sexual interest in something even as dumb and weird as hiccups!!! it made me feel normal!!! kinda!!! because otherwise im just a 25 year old asexual virgin like if i can’t fuck other people i should at LEAST be able to fuck myself!!!!
