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people piss me off so bad. i have never in my life got into discourse, but i wanted to call out mcyt'ers for encouraging an environment that supports pedos and groomers, and
guess who got blocked LOL. not too surprised bc shes also an endo supporter and their group is known for prioritizing their precious little feelings over the protection of actual children and traumatized individuals.
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heavy vent 👍
emotional dissociation mixed with suicidal ideation is an interesting combo imo bc on one hand, yeah, i dont feel anything rn. on the other hand, im casually thinking about killing myself.
i can feel physical sensations. like my bed, for example, is extremely uncomfortable right now. the blankets are also helping me keep warm. pretty neat. yeah. still thinking about dying.
why, probably because i feel extremely detached from everything (dpdr) and i know i will never truly feel like im part of this world. so wouldn't it just be convenient to fall asleep and never wake up in this reality that feels more virtual than real. everything feels fake.
existence is inconvenient. therefore i want to end it. everything, all of it. myself, the body, the mind.
will i actually go through with it? no. these are just passive thoughts we deal with almost every day. if i was actually going to go through with it, i wouldve done so a long time ago.
still, uhm. im not actually sure why im talking about this. i guesss i just feel too awkward to talk to anybody about it directly,, but i still want a space to say something, you know. i guess.
might make a side blog for venting, so it stays away from here. but who knows
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Hey oofms,, I’m not in the very mood today due to irl problems that happened just now.
So, I’ll be not posting here for awhile until i get better.
Anyway, thanks ^_^
Hey uhm. So... we're back from the vets.
Uhm.
Not! Feeling good! In the slightest!
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