#dm-days

Namimiss ko 'yong dating roommates ko. Dati kasi may dinner dates kami. Tipong one night, irereserve namin para sa aming lahat. Tapos, random kwentuhan, gano'n. May times pa na kapag 'di nakasama 'yong isa, itetext namin ng itetext para lang makapunta. Maging ganito din kaya kami ng roommates ko?

Hi, guys! Pasukan na naman namin. Ang haba ng bakasyon ko, 'no? Pero, meh, wala naman akong ginawa masyado. Ni hindi ko nga nagawang makapag-driving lessons kasi sobrang busy 'yong parents ko. Maski umuwi sa probinsya, 'di ko nagawa. Kaiyak. Jk, daming arte.

So, dahil umpisa na naman ng pilahan bukas, nasa dorm na ako. Yay? Not really. Kung noong mga nakaraang araw sobrang excited ako dahil:

Makakatakas na ako sa requirements ng kapatid ko.

Malalayo na ako sa mga kapitbahay naming drug addict.

Wala nang magsisisigaw dahil sa'kin. At,

Malapit na ako sa McDo, National Bookstore, Starbucks, etc.

Ngayon, hindi na. Gusto ko nang umuwi. Charot. Pero, namimiss ko na kasi talaga si mommy at daddy. Kanina nga umalis ako ng bahay nang wala si mommy para 'di na ako umiyak sa sasakyan tapos bigla ba namang tumawag kay daddy. Kainis, umiyak tuloy ako sa harap ng tatay ko. Tapos, si daddy naman, triny akong patawanin. Ang daldal kanina sa sasakyan. Dati naman, kapag byumabyahe kami, ang dinadaldal lang niya 'yong mga kailangan kong malaman sa pagddrive. Pero kanina, pati kanta sa radyo, tinatawanan. Eh, 'di lalo naman akong umiyak.

Nakonsensya ako bigla kasi nga sobrang layo nang loob ko sa kanila noong nakaraang mga buwan. Sorry naman daw kung nadepress ako ng bongga sa grades ko, 'di ba? Dagdag mo pa sa mga nakakakonsensya 'yong pinagdorm nila ako sa Katipunan kasi mas safe daw kaysa sa KNL kahit na doble 'yong bayad. 

Namiss ko din bigla 'yong dalawang bby ko. Magiging madalang na lang kasi ulit 'yong asaran namin.  Wala na din silang nanay-slash-tatay-slash-ate kapag busy na ulit sila mommy. Sino na ang gagawa ng homeworks ng bunso namin? Sino na ang magiging Math tutor ni Darren? Charot, ang drama. But, seriously, I will miss my bros. Kasi, kahit na they're always there to annoy me, nandiyan din sila to make my day. Pero, sa tingin ko, okay na din na malayo ako. Kasi, alam kong pag-uuwi ako, may matatanggap ulit akong hugs and kisses, plus, 'I miss you, ate' lines. 

Anyways, move on na tayo kasi kanina pa ako naiyak. Nakakahiya kay roommate kapag napansin niya. Haha.

By the way, 'yong roommates ko nga pala ay isang Atenista, isang student from somewhere near Katipunan -- nakalimutan ko kasi 'di ako familiar, at isang Koreana na aalis din naman sa October. Yep, wala akong roommate na taga-UP, pero may tatlo sa ibang room. Medyo 'di ko pa sila nadadaldal kasi 'yong isa sa Friday pa talaga dadating, 'yong isa alam kong 'di kami magkakaintindihan, at 'yong isa, busy kasi, siyempre, kalagitnaan na ng sem nila. Plus, graduating kaya 'di dapat iniistorbo. Pero, napansin ko na 'di totoo 'yong stereotypes tungkol sa mga Atenista. Ang bait ni ate, eh. Mas maarte pa nga ata ako sa kanya. Hehe.

So, ayon nga, third year na ako bukas, pero first year standing pa din, because ang tamad kong student noong nakaraan. Pero, ngayon, dorm-school-org activities na lang muna ako. I have to pass Math 55 and CS 12 this sem para 'di ako matanggal sa department at sa college namin. At, para naman mag-second year standing na ako, 'no. Although, I might leave the country even before second sem happens.

Yep. I might leave the country, soon. Ang priority date kasi namin ay March 2004, and according to travel.state.gov, the embassy will be processing papers with October 2003 priority dates this month. But, who knows? Malay mo, 'di na naman umusad 'yon sa dami ng mga ipr-process na naman nila. But this is actually why I'm trying to interact more with my friends lately. Hindi pa naman sure, but still, I have to make the most out of my 2014 para wala akong pagsisihan kapag bigla na lang dumating yong araw ng flight namin, which is more or less than 5 months from now. 

So, it's 1:55 AM and I need to sleep, because I still have to go to our department tomorrow. Hindi pa ako pwedeng mag-enlist ng subjects, but I have to be there for my readmission. And, tambay na din. Kailangan naming magtipid ng kuryente sa dorm, so I can't stay here forever. Plus, I miss my orgs, too. Pagplaplanuhan ko na din kung anong mga pipilahan ko sa Tuesday, because I have to enlist 5 more subjects (and a PE, maybe?) to have 18 units. 

Actually, 'di ko alam kung ba't pa ako nag-aaral ngayong sem. Uulit din naman ako ng isang taon sa high school, 'di ba? Haha, jk. I have to do this for my mom and dad. Ang mahal na nga ng tuition ko, 'di pa ako magtitino, 'di ba? Plus, for myself na rin. I've been running away for so long. I'm eighteen, even though people think that I'm sixteen, and turning nineteen in few months, so I really have to be responsible, y'know.

This was posted on my other blog the other day, July 25. I'm reposting it here, because I deactivated that account, and I really want to keep this thing, so yep.

This was meant to be posted last night, but my tab was dead on our way home and I was really sleepy, so I was’t able to write anything. Anyways, I kinda think yesterday's events are blog-worthy (or not), so I'm still writing about it.

So, my brother was in a cooking competition yesterday, and because I am his stage ‘ate’, and my parents are too busy to deal with this kind of stuff, my mom asked me to watch him do his thing, before going to UP. Unfortunately, when I asked the guard if I could stay and cheer for my brother, she informed me that the event was not for any parent or guardian to see, which led me to going to UP an hour and thirty minutes earlier than planned.

I arrived in the Eng’g’s admin’s office around 10 am only to find out that my readmission slip(?) was still with the college dean, which means I still have to go back today or next monday. But, because I didn’t want my two hours of commuting to go to waste, I just went Katipunan to look for a new place to stay for this acad year.

I actually thought of going to Dormitoryana and Athena’s only, because, so far, these are two of the cheapest (although 4k-6k rates are still pricey for me) dorms for female students around Katipunan which has good locations, one was close to Rustan’s, and the other was a walk away from McDo. I was able to go to the first one, but got lost in looking for the latter, so I just roamed around Katipunan until I got tired.

I left QC around 12nn and arrived in Park Square at 1 pm and waited for other Bicutan/Russia commuters to arrive. We left Ayala after an hour and thirty minutes of waiting, and arrived in SM Bicutan after an hour.

I met my mom and my tita in front of McDo, because we were planning to watch SDTG today, but my mom's uncle is arriving in few hours, so they decided to see it yesterday, instead. Plus, and my dad and my youngest brother, Denzel, wanted to watch Hercules. My dad eventually told us to see the movies in MoA, instead, because we were using my mom's uncle's car and we had to bring it back in his place somewhere near that mall.