#djwolfbois rambles

So for Ray (my sona's name), I went with a jackal design but with some subtle feline characteristics in there, but I won't get too deep into them. For her design, I wanted it mainly based off what she hated about her body since that's what she hated most about herself in life.

For those who don't know how a sinner's form is determined, to summarize it's basically what they looked like in life, what they did life/their sin, how they died, and mostly what they hated mostly about themselves.

Now back to the main topic. In short, my sona is made to be unattractive as possible. On a regular day she is a 3-4/10, if she tries her best, she's a 5-6/10. Nothing higher. So let's start off with her face; she always wished her hair didn't make her head so flat and her eyes were more expressive, so her hair is floofier, but it's uneven and naturally grows so and is always knotted, making hard to keep kempt. Her teeth are canine-like and jagged, but due to some fights she got into, she lost some teeth. They're a dull yellow color and her jaw is shaped to have an overbite. Her eyes are bigger and bloodshot, too large for her face with feline pupils which make them more expressive in a way but are very unsettling. It's also to show how she watched everything her 'partner' did, but becuz she was loyal to them, she didn't want to betray their trust and continue to let them do what they did and influence her. Because as a jackal, they are loyal to their mate. So in life, she didn't have many people she could rely as either they were gone or left her, and all she left was her 'partner' whom in short was very toxic and was overall a bad influence on Ray.

Her body is the most detailed though; she always worried how her figure looked, but never did anything about it. So in Hell, she is made to be very unhealthily skinny. She wished her chest was bigger, so instead she was made flat. She has a permanent hunchback, but it's not too severe. She big hands to show she stole/hoarded a lot, along with her tail being just one huge hand, but we'll get to that later. Her hands are not only big, but also scruffy because in life she hated how her skin looked less dainty than other girls'. Her nails on both her hands and paws are cracked and jagged and grow like that as well. She has to constantly maintain them so she doesn't scratch others or herself. She constantly wears simple yet short and revealing clothing too appear more feminine because how she is made to look 'ugly.' But her clothes never seem to fit her cuz of how skinny she is. She absolutely HATES wearing the things she wears though because it's not what she comfortable in and is self conscious about it every single time. But because of how off-putting she looks, she tries in desperate ways to look more appealing.

Ray also has multiple scars across her body and face to show that she got into many fights in Hell (the reason mainly for stuff she has stolen/hoards). Safe to say, she lost every one because of how physically weak she is. Ray also has a very long neck too due to hating how short she was (it's sewn to her body, but I'll get to that in a moment).

Now her tails and limbs: Her body is made of multiple different parts. Not entirely like a zombie, but still one in a way. Each body is always damaged or used, never new. And no matter what it is, it will always be able to connect to her body and she is able utilize like almost like a normal limb. Kind of like a weak prosthetic. Most of her body parts are found in Cannibal Town, and sometimes the residents let her keep them. If not, she fights for them out of desperation. Safe to assume, she never won. But once she does get a new limb, it's hard to let go of it since she naturally has the inclination to hoard it. Even if she sees a limb that is much better than one she already has, she can't let it go until it's expendable. They all consist of being either plush, decaying flesh, porcelain, robotic, furry, or even bones. Her head is the only thing that can never be replaced as it is her only weak spot. She can still feel pain, but can't die unless her head is destroyed/shot. And important to note, that even if the limb she finds has lots of flesh/fat, it will always become skinny enough to accommodate for her size and what she is meant to be.

Finally, her tail: It's basically just a big tail in the form of a hand as what was aforementioned, but sometimes has a mind of its own (kind of like Alastor's shadow). Sometimes she'll find things in her possession she doesn't remember having or grabbing, but she keeps them anyway regardless as to refer back to her natural inclination to hoard. This is mainly the reason why she gets into so many fights. So overtime she developed a hobby to collect only rocks and gemstones since she loved those in life. She hoards them with her life (as she usually does). Over time she trains herself to use her tail to advantage whether it be for protection or sneaking items. Though she cannot extend it, so the length of her tail is its max.