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I played overwatch again today!! Against bots so i could practice a bit and i had fun with people - groupin up and playing the same char and friending them. I think i might try some quick play soon. I'll die miserably ofc but i'll try hard!!

The weird thing about tumblr is that you steadily acquire followers over the years (minus blocked spam blogs) and you just keep doing your thing but there are suddenly people who see your thoughts and likes but the void remains? Like. WHO IS FOLLOWING ME. I don't know 96%. Do they really like my blog? Is it all advertising blogs that haven't spammed me yet? Would they talk to me if invited them to? Why do people follow me???? I mean I personally think my blog displays some cream de la cream (if you block my rants) but thats obviously me. Sometimes I yearn for a connection with the follower void, to find out who is behind this modest number of people who apparently (???) like me messing around on here. And sometimes I am pleasantly surprised by the response when i pose a question you know! I'm like. Damn! Of the people who saw it some of em even care enough to shoot me a message. That's damn nice. Now I suck at building or maintaining any kind of relatioship tru, but that kind of casual interaction is pretty awesome. Now IM even allows for a secure system of messages, I mean. Naice.