I hate being dizzy. Because I am stuck in Cornwall, and I would rather be working on Sallie Gardener. Because I don't pretend it'll revolutionize the industry, be popular, or even be especially fun. But I want to finish it and release it for free and get like 3 people to download it who are not my mother, and be proud that I've single-handedly produced an art-centric game when I'm a fucking programmer, and it's not all painful programmer art.
And I have ideas with cumulative scoring and nifty little easter eggs like 'play with the original 19th-century animation' and I don't even intend to charge people because the ratio of expected income to added-difficulty-filling-out-my-taxes is idiotic and I'd feel guilty anyways because it's not exactly a masterpiece and probably gonna be an 8/winphone only release, because porting it would probably cost actual money.