#divineruler

this it my first post n just a collection of random sorta sexual sorta fluffy headcanons

enjoy ! :)

kai NEVER eats you out, you never receive any oral sex - unless it’s as a reward for doing something that benefited him or the cult, but even then it would have to be something massive like getting a spot on council along side him or killing a difficult target

in those rare occasions he DOES eat you out as an award, he ties his hair in a half up half down before doing so, to keep his hair out of the way (bc he can gets frustrated when his hairs in the way of him trying to do something)

whenever kai gets back from anything council related, it’s your job to give him shoulder massages as your the only one who’s touch he trusts enough to relax, sometimes these touches can become sensual and lead to ykkkk ;)

(before the two of you were an exclusive couple) he’d have sex with other cult members but you were the only one he’d let leave marks on him (hickeys n nail marks etc), he’d get pissed off if anyone else tried to do that n throw them off him

he plays w ur hair a lot, he’s very fascinated on how soft it feels, and even thought you insist on washing through his hair and conditioning it like you do, he doesn’t want to n just sticks to playing with your hair instead (only in private though)

kai has old traditional views on woman, so when you show any signs of female empowerment he fucks you till your about to cum and are reliant of him pushing you off the edge, but he then leaves without you cumming , this is to teach you a lesson on how dependent on men woman are

 So happy birthday -- I don’t really know how else I can say it after I’ve said it in so many ways over the past few years, so hopefully this all suffices. I’m lucky to have been able to meet you, although I sometimes wish we could have just lived in the same neighborhood and grew up together or something, I’m still grateful no matter what. I don’t know how you’ve stuck around for this long, but I’m thankful to you that you have.

 I’m so glad that you were born, which is maybe a weird thing to say, but I think that the world would sorely be lacking if you weren’t in it to make it brighter. You’ve helped me a lot, and I don’t really know how to put it all into words, but just know that you’ve helped me. 

 I wish you all the best in the world, you deserve so much. Thanks for sticking around while I’ve grown up, I know I can be a handful at times, but you’ve helped me work out a few battles in my mind whether you’re aware or not. I appreciate you and everything you do so much, but I can’t appreciate you enough, I can’t thank you enough. There will always be things you’ve done for me that I’ll be unaware of, maybe permanently or maybe I’ll realize them years on, but knowing this I’m grateful to you anyway. You have always been consistent in my life, and throughout all the change in my life, and in yours, you’ve been here for me. I could never repay you.

23 Nesu Bit - Divine Ruler