Laying here i can slowly feel body get weaker and am mind starts to go blurry. Troubling thoughts are washed away and a some what euphoric feeling of calmness approaches my side. Im losing sense to surroundings and strength to use my hands and leg. typing every couple of words incorrectly. but its bliss right now to know ill be takin away for the next 8 hours. With vivid dreams. Zopiclone freeing my mind from all the accidental grief you are giving me. No one is to blame. If anyone, it’d be me letting me think “maybe or what if” i just want to know whats going on. Is thats too much to ask















