#dissertation boot camp

wearing black wedgy boots and leggings as pants (INSPIRED BY U ARIA <3) and the shirt i wore a few days ago and wooly grey cardigan and all the tree jewelry and I just slept in my hairnest and then scrunched it up some more so it's bigger/frizzier today

(again, totally reasonable outfit/maybe a little office-inappropriate only due to the fact that 50% of it probably needs to be washed?)

and i was a tiny bit late and then i couldn't handle the fact that there was a pen for signing in and a sharpie for name tags and i Had A Moment

and I keep writing myself motivational stickies that say things like "KEEP IT UP YOU COOL DRUNK SLUT CRAZY GENIUS BABY"

so I was not surprised when organizer lady was actually refusing to look at me/seems weird/awkward/embarrassed/intimidated(???)/afraid when I talk to her

but like, i wrote 3300 words this morning so i'm not even mad

also I thought I spotted a TOTAL BABE from across the room but then I realized that her short sleeved black button up shirt had puffed sleeves and like. still a babe but not my kind of babe