Jan 26
i think im too sad to sleep. disociating. in a dream but not in rest. and the pain is awful.
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i think im too sad to sleep. disociating. in a dream but not in rest. and the pain is awful.
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Ya’ll ever just
having a brain is so overwhelming; i'm just supposed to think? like for myself? at all times?
How can you tell
When you're truly broken
If you fell in love with the identity of being broken
Became so comfortable with being broken that recovering became horrifying
Or are broken beyond repair?
I’ve been disociating for a good..20 hours? Even my dreams were weird. I have moments where I cant remember where I am, who or what things are. My head feels like fog and wet cotton. I can’t seem to get myself grounded again. I wish I could. I feel like I want to tell my fp so many things, but Its hard when I feel like i’m 100 feet in the air and hes so tiny and far away and my voice doesn’t carry above a whisper.
I’m tired. Why do I miss my old bed? I hated that house. I hated that life.
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Im panicking im panicking!
I feel far away from everything. Like nothing I do will matter because the impact will be so delayed.
I’m dissociating. And I can’t stop because it seems that far away is where everyone wants me.
sometimes i forget to laugh
i don’t remember i’m supposed to be enjoying myself
inauthenticity is something i preach against
but what if i can’t help it