#dislikethewordfailure

Hum.... Guess it all goes back to how I was raised.... I was raised to work hard for what I want and to keep doing so in order to pursue those goals. That involves planning each and every step and making sure those simple tasks that are planned become accomplished. When it comes to planning sh^t I care about out, yeah I honestly go all out because I'm scared of "failure". I dislike that word and feel like if I fail Ile never be able to accomplish my targeted goals of any type. This is why I don't like letting things happen just to let things happen at times.... My background has taught me If i were to do so........