#disformed

I just wanna cut off my body fat and throw into the sink. Make sure it goes down the drain. Stich my self up with dental floss cause it's what's next to me. I just want to shave off my hair cause i don't think it's pretty enough. It doesn't look pretty enough, long enough, thick enough. I just wanna cry and fill up the soap dish with tears. Create a bubbly mess with the soap bar and make it look super bubbly. I just wanna scoop out my eyes with my tooth brush maybe they'll look bigger. Eyes are the window to the soul and it feels like I could sell it to feel pretty. I just want to believe it when people say ' you look great theres nothing to feel ugly about' I just wanna believe them but my body fat is clogging my ears instead of the drain.