#dikstracted

Dear friend

Where do I begin...to tell you about the trouble I’ve found myself in

I’ve been in this same spot all day

Creating words to express...

This man that has me stressed

So let’s digress

My first mistake was letting you into my mind

Meditating on sounds so sweet

Blind to deceit

I wanted to retreat in you

Logic out of view

My naivety was a useful tool to you

I play my role and to my surprise you did too

This familiar game was called by a different name...Brittany

He knew that my intellect...could not protect me

Because I told myself “Wow he gets me”

Now you’ve got me...alone

My second mistake was letting you into my body

Good vibes and slow jams was our favorite pastime

Now it’s a quarter past nine

I can feel your hands on my inner thighs

Soft lips that no one can easily resist...so I didn’t

I allowed you to penetrate the pieces of me

Without realizing the kind of man you would turn out to be

I just needed to feel wanted...and you wanted to supply my needs

Seem like an equal trade to me...oh but my soul disagreed

My final mistake was letting you into my soul

As you took me to the heavens

The angels did not rejoice

My life in remorse

I’d made you my god

Practicing idiol worship before dawn

Questioning my worth at sunrise

There you lie beside me

Taking in air...making it harder for me to breathe

The warning signs were clear...but I refuse to hear

Face with fears... of lonely nights...and regretful cries

I was willing to sacrifice my mind, body, and soul for a man on some simple sh**

When I knew I was a multidimensional type of bit**

I dumb myself down for some dope d***

But I ended up paying the price

Calling his a** at all hours of the night

Only to be rejected in the end...and referred to as his real good friend...

Well sis I’ve learned my lesson

Out here telling my friends...this man was a blessing

Now I see...this is the last time I chase a man for what I need

Everything I’ve ever wanted is in me