#diary2015

This year is probably unexpected (in a positive way) and probably better than 2013 and 2014. It isn’t perfect but I can say that this is definitely my year. I am so fucking blessed and it seems that fate was on my way. I never wanted to bid goodbye to it but maybe some endings mean that there are new beginnings. I will never let go of the memories and lessons that this year had brought me.

It’s kinda funny tho how I started this year. One year ago, I was drinking the thought of him. I was trying to be high to forget him but no matter how many glasses of vodka or bottles of beer I drink, I still can’t get him out of my mind. I still love him--and that is certain. I started this year with a broken heart and I am ending it with--though not healed completely--a better heart that is on it’s way to be healed. And the most unexpected thing is that, he is mine. He is now mine when in fact a year ago, I started it almost crying when he told me that he really just sees me as a friend.

It was the orientation day basically and i reached 5 minutes before the dean came on stage. it was quite boring, tbh and i had to keep my headphones on so that i could stay awake.

complete the anatomy, physio and biochem intros today and the rest are left for tomorrow. i do not want to go tomorrow but i need to a sample of the affidavit since i do not want to avail the transport facility at jsmu.