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i kind of like my job. it’s way cleaner than my old one but so many *ts and they always have stank attitudes its crazy lol.
my moms might be working there too. Idk why I thought her working with me would be cool. It’s like the only way I can get away from her. she’s depressed w/o money tho so hope it’ll make her spirits high for awhile.
I saw #j yesterday and it was so awkward. how funny he was parked next to my ma. i was with my lil brother waiting in the car for her and was looking at the anime girl sticker on the car thinking how cool. then I saw him and another coworker get in the car lol. I just wasn’t expecting it but idk why it made me feel awkward. anyway. i hope they didn’t recognize me.
going to sleep is kind of hard these days again. idk I thought I was doing well but I’m still thinking about everything unfortunately and it gives me nightmares. I want to keep trying to push myself though and not be sad forever.
the year is almost over and my elder brother will be coming home. I’m excited to see him, I haven’t seen him in a decade. I can’t wait ! 🥹
