#devynsshitposts

I love them, but I think they’re not taking into account the fact that this is an acclamation and accumulation of 5 years worth of a relationship. 5 years worth of her taking his shit, and there have probably been fights before, but there is a reason this is their biggest one, there’s a reason that this is an explosion of words that just aim to hurt rather than criticize and discuss.

The trailers were right in saying that this is not a love story, because it’s not. It’s a story of two people who love each other but don’t communicate when they need to, a story of loving someone and doubting that they love you because you are broken, because they often forget the little things.

“You just need a reason to be needed...You can’t imagine the reason that I’m with you is because I love you”

It’s often that I question my friends as to why they are friends with me. It’s often that I question my significant other as to why they are with me, because just like Malcom said, i can’t imagine people are with me because they love me. I felt that with every fiber of my being, but the part that got me to cry wasn’t that one, no it was what he said after.

“She loathes herself so much because of all the guilt and shame that she can’t let the good in. Her inability to fathom that there’s someone on this planet Earth that just loves her. Despite her not loving herself.”

That’s the part that hit me because in every relationship I have, no matter if it’s friendship or an actual relationship I wonder “how can this person love me? What do I contribute to their life? Why did they pick me? How can someone love me in ways that I don’t even love myself? How is that possible? How can they see the good when I can’t?” As much as I present myself with this air of confidence and thinking I am the best thing to enter some people’s lives, that’s all it is, a presentation.

I also love how the men respect her. Yeah it's because of her intellect, but that's what makes it sexier, like usually men doubt all smart women, but these men actually thank her for beating them because it makes them better, like that is hella attractive.