#devotion posting

"i feel like i do need you now more than ever" "but I feel like i want to need you" "you provide a spark in me" "you make me want to do more and do more things and I desperately want you around" "you're mapicc" "it just doesn't feel the same, it's like being without my other half" "i desperately want you around but obviously I don't want to force you."

im cooked im listening to undertale ost and got to hope and dreams and then remembered devotions final duel. i am wounded why did i remember 🦝

so sick thinking about mapicc living in zams base while atlas doesn't even no where it is. zam not mentioning it to them ever, just heading back to make more gear and passing by mapicc on her couch. they don't talk most of the time, not while mapicc still feels so wrong, but she kisses his head and continues with why she's here. zam notices that after some time of her being there, hammering down enchantments and bargaining with villagers, mapicc is a bit more relaxed, so she smiles. he's the biggest reason she doesn't want to mention her base to others, he doesn't want to be around them, and so she'll keep it safe here, a secret only between them, for him.

its so important how much mapicc knows zam. hes ran all the simulations, and that includes the ones where zam charges off to fight flame by herself. hes been through it, he knows exactly how she'll act, and this time he's on her side. he's done with flame. he has no interest. and here he is, showing up by her side when she never asked, always coming at the perfect time. he cares so much that zams back, even after everything hes been through alone.

can we talk about. how from what we've seen zam is basically mapiccs everything right now. hes lost his gear, he's lost his team, the mace, the only reliable thing he has now is zam being back. I think. that might be part of why he jumped in today. because he needs anything he can to keep zam motivated so he can maybe, only maybe find something worth his care again.

if i was mapicc and you were zam would you pet me mid fight???