#devoted luminescence

The Alyut who chose to kill himself didn't really die, he could not pass to the afterlife instead he was forced to watch as his alternate self survive and living by the 'mercy' of the gods... He watched as his other self suffered, slowly turned into a weapon of the gods. He couldn't touch nor reach him because he no longer lives in the world, he can only whisper how proud he is for being courageous and alive until his voice could no longer reach him, as his other self was tortured to forgetting who he really is. He could only see how his purpose to destroy the gods turns into killing innocents for the gods. At some points he would regret killing himself, hoping he was the one who forgets everything as it seems to him to be less torturous... not knowing his other self had wished he killed himself back then. He would hope if the other would 'come back' to being himself.

Upon Narza's dying moment (pierced by Magress rip), his life flashes in his eyes, turns out all this time he listened to the whispers of 'come back...' but he didn't recognize nor understand the meaning of it, except for now. He saw as Alyut extended his hand to help him, but he claimed it's too late to return as he was- dying. Instead of whispering 'come back' again, he said

"Come with me."

With both of them already accepting they are no longer the same, Narza took that hand and walks forward, leaving his lifeless body behind, buried by the gentle snow.

And it's supposed to parallel with Farewell, Thank You part when Narza extends his hand to the newly summoned Alyut, but I guess it already ends so I didn't make this as a comic _(:'3 Also it’s more or less explained in Memento Mori but I just reread it and it’s just too vague i guess I’m sorry /hides

Thank you for reading! <3

You have chosen to  stay alive, something I could never do. 

I'm proud of you.