Date: December 30th 2019 Location: The Lombardiâs house in MontrĂŠal Trigger Warning: Cancer, Family feud, Curse words
OOC notes: Initially I wrote this all in French and then translated the whole thing because who wants to read some sad crap in French? Not me! Some of the drama got lost in translation, but I did my absolute best. Just keep in mind that this conversation happened in French, since thatâs the language the Lombardiâs speak at home. Thank you for reading and Iâm sorry this got way too long! Oh, bonus, listen to this.
There were still decorations scattered all over the house. There were empty boxes piling out by the couch, on the dining table, and others squeezed between the bars of the stairs. Monica and Christian did not have time to finish the tree before they left for Massachussetts. Their tradition involved a lot of traveling and planning, but they tried the best to adapt themselves. Having two Christmases was not something anyone would ever complain.
Besides, it made the kids laugh when they saw the chaos that their childhood house had become. A tornado swept ornaments and tiny Christmas-y features all over the place, which gave the house a funny, but merry, look.
As per usual, Christian and his daughter busied themselves in the kitchen for most of the day. Monica and her son worked on cleaning the place and doing laundry. They all reunited around the dining table with a delicious feast and plenty of things to talk about. Adamo did most of the talking, but no one was surprised by that. Alessandra put an end to his monologue when she suggested they cleared the coffee table in the living room and pulled out her old Disney princesses themed monopoly board game for their traditional tournament. The father agreed with excitement and poured chips and other snacks into bowls to finish the evening, watching their favorite holiday movie, which was Barbie in the Nutcracker. No matter how old she became, it would always be Sandrineâs favorite thing about the celebrations. She would get up, and helped by her brother, they would do some of the pas de deux or bits of the Sugar Plum Fairy dance. Their parents would cheer, their heart filled with old memories from the previous years.
It was always the same. Outside, there would be so much snow cars could barely drive down the street. They could hear the loud chatters and noises from families nearbies. Italians really did it better.
It was around eight or nine in the evening and, usually by then, everyone was too tired from their flight to stay up any longer. Adamo was already in his old bedroom, snoring loudly. Christian was watching the weather channel to confirm their plans for the next day, which was to watch all the special television shows. And Sandrine would, too, get upstairs but, before she started walking up, she was stopped by her mother.
âSandrine, will you help me clean the dishes?â
âMom, Iâm exhausted. Can we do that tomorrow?â
âNo, come with me, now.â Nikkiâs voice rarely sounded so strict and insisting.
She followed her mom to the kitchen and they both stood by the counter, staring at each other. Sandrine started feeling all strange inside, like a knot was being tied in her guts. Something was wrong.
âI talked to your brother about this a while ago and I wanted to wait to have you all here to tell you about it.â
âWhy are you so serious mom? You donât want to make brunch tomorrow, is that it? Itâs fine, Dad already suggested we take it easy and weâre all good with â.â
âNo, listen to me.â Monica marked a pause. âDo you remember when you came with me and granny to her first appointment, at the hospital? It was before your last competition. You practiced your pirouettes in the waiting room and everyone was cheering for you. You looked so cute with your little costume.â
âI was like seventeen or something! I wasnât cute! I was panicking because I skipped rehearsals! I donât see how thatâs cute. Itâs not because Iâm short and I looked like a child that those strangers had the right to patronize me â.â
âI told you to wait for us, while I went with granny. And you waited, because you were always the best girl. And when we walked out, you knew something was not okay... You said you had a...â
âKnot in my stomach.â It was Alessandraâs turn to cut off her mother. âI remember that. We had just learned that Nonna was not doing good. Why are you telling me all this?â
âAnd we tried to keep it from you for the longest time, but we failed. You were always with me and with dad, and with Nonna. You knew something was off when we asked you to go out with your friends or to go grab a slushie because we needed to talk about grown-up things.â
âWhat are you trying to say? That you treated me like a child when I was an adult? I know all that already.â
âDo you have that feeling right now?â
Alessandra nodded. It was not just a knot, it felt like a blade piercing through her insides.
âYes, and...?â
âI have cancer.â
"What?â
âYou heard me.â
âNo, this canât be right. You told me your last checkup was perfect... You went like two weeks ago! It was just some random bump. You got so many scans and tests done! They all came up fine!â
âAlessandra Serafina Lombardi, for once, stop talking.â
So, she did. Alessandra was spiralling. She held on the counter when she felt her knees shaking under her weight. She looked over to the living room and Christina was switching the television channels absentmindedly. He was stuck on some hunting and fishing show. He hated hunting and fishing.
âWait... You said you told Adam...â
âYes. We told him last summer.â
âLast summer?!â Nothing was making sense anymore.
Her mother was trying to explain herself. She found out she had traces of cancer in her breasts and ovaries last summer, and refused to go through any sort of treatment. She knew all too well how it went, she forced her own mother to go under so many therapies and to take so many pills. She explained Sandrine that she was going to take drugs to ease the pain and see how it progressed. That was why she pushed back all the tests until her doctor insisted. Last summer, the cancer was small and could be easily treated, but, as of now, it was a whole other story. Nikki added that her dad would close the restaurant for a few months, until all the papers would be ready to pass it on to his sous-chef for good. They also said they would use some of the money Corinna gave them at her death to pay for the medicine. All that Alessandra heard was a long, loud, buzzing in her ears.
âWhy did you not tell me?â
âWe did not want to hurt you.â
âHurt me?! Thatâs the funniest thing ever. You thought telling me my mom is dying after the whole world knew would not hurt me?â
âYou are too sensitive, Alessandra.â
âIâm not sensitive. Iâm tired.â She slammed her fist on the kitchen counter. âIâm not a baby anymore! You canât hide things from me! You canât do that to your own daughter! We had this conversation when Nonna got too sick. What did you do with it? Throw it in the fucking trash, right along your common sense that could have reminded you to inform your other child?â
She had always been the other, lesser child. She tried not to care too much about it, to forgive and forget. But it was beginning to eat her alive.
âAlessandra, be respectful.â Christian shouted from the living room.
âYou donât even know what respect is.â
âWe protected you until your mother made up her mind and decided not to get treated. We did not want you to live with the same uncertainty as we did!â
âAll you did was hiding the truth from me.â
She stormed out of the kitchen and ran up the stairs. Her steps were loud and heavy. As she made it to her old room, she found her brother blocking the way. She started slapping and punching his chest, struggling to have him move at all. Adamo opened his mouth, as if anything he could ever say would make the situation better. Before he could make a sound, Alessandra managed to push him and walk inside, her hand holding the door knob so firmly that her knuckles turned white. She spoke, only to slam the door at his face.
 âFamily should never lie to one another."
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