@devilscharity. — “ one day , it won’t come back . ”
“ would that be so horrible? ”
it’s unclear whether he means humanity, or memory, or something privy only to him, locked out of theo’s reach. he is perhaps less human than them, perhaps far more ancient, as old as the canyons formed by blistering winds and the crawl of glaciers long melted. he must have access to a well of knowledge theo doesn’t; what other authority would grant him the wherewithal to impart a warning upon them? they study him openly, wolf’s eyes gleaming, and tip their head until the moon spills silver down their jaw, highlighting a reflective pupil.
they prepare a sufficiently mysterious response, testing the water, hands curled in their pockets. he’s trying to get at something; theo wants to know what.
“ the return can be more painful than the departure. i’m curious what lends you to believe it won’t come back. ”
monologue at 3am / accepting












