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Day 491 – Opening the Sexual Mind box

A lot has been happening lately. It almost seems like time is being fractalized sometimes. A lot of movement and change. So. I start a new series, let’s call it Walking out from my ego system. Well, I have been doing this since a while, but now doing it a bit more directly. This will have several sub-sections. I started to work with mind systems in a more direct way recently, big gratefulness…

Day 490 – Physical amalgamation

Day by day I give myself the gift to push myself into presence, sometimes everything falls apart with this, yet what seems working when I stick to simple frameworks, techniques and accumulating my living forgiveness breath by breath. At times it almost feels like there is some power beyond or deep within me what causes these changes – I am certain, there is various dimensional self-supports busy…

Day 488 – TR – Matrix of Perfection

What is the Matrix and what is Perfection and within that what is Walking the Matrix of Perfection actually precisely entail? So, that is what we’ll be focusing on. Walking the Matrix of Perfection and then within that and through that be the Emergence of Self as Self Perfection and then what that Self Perfection practically entail within this Physical Reality in relation to Equality and Oneness…

650. Becoming a Mother in 2020 and Settling into Motherhood

  It’s 2021 already and many months have gone by since my last written update on how motherhood is going. I’ll explain why it has taken this long because I owe it to myself since I’ve been having this blog as a self recording public process space since 2008, it virtually holds all relevant details of my life and this process of essential change,  but for several months my oh so comfortable rug…

Day 476 – Integrity during Challenges

Continuing from my last post with further unfolding Integrity within Practicality.

How can I support my standing up process to trust myself within situations, wherein I have no choice but to go with the extreme mindsets I find myself within?

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Day 475 – Practical Integrity

Introducing the concept of Integrity and Incorruptibility.

How to investigate these principles within my own participation through every day living to be able to take the responsibility to initiate change towards accumulation of…

Day 462 – Process re-alignment

Back from travels.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about a relationship by only it’s existence, meaning just by the awareness of seeing someone allowing myself to get triggered with an unspecified worry based on past experiences and self-judgments instead of trusting myself unconditionally.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to trust myself in a way…

Day 459 – Wrist and computer mindset

Talking about the mind-patterns I see revealing within my recent wrist problem thus it’s time to apply self-forgiveness to take responsibility within becoming aware of all what is here and thus to change.

Then started to apply self-forgiveness immediately

Since I’ve…