sam is such a tragic character and not enough people give him the recognition that he needs. he is such an amazingly complex character and all of his actions are so perfectly self-sabotaging that every action he takes makes you feel like youre defending your boyfriends that all of your friends hate. he cannot exist in a vacuum and hes so filled with insecurity and self-hatred that he forces himself to fall into the nonchalant warden who ruthlessly does whatever it takes to bring a vague sense of justice to his prisoners.
the prison is a prison to everyone who enters is, especially to sam who is the man who built it. its the physical representation of his failed relationships meeting he need to be needed. he cant exist in a world where he isnt known, so he forces others to be aware of him by taking any work given and exercising his power over the people in his care.
hes such a bad person, but hes also so desperate and longs so hard for the things that hes lost, i just want him to heal. but now that hes under my care i am most definitely going to ruin him even more just for my own sick pleasure.
