#desperate bladder

Heyyy guys! Okay so yesterday I brought my nice tumblr cup to school that holds like 24 oz or so. Anyways so I drank like one full one then another half one, and the last time I went to the restroom was like 11 am.

So around 3 pm I’m really starting to feel an need to go. However that class ends at 3:30 and it was my last class of the day so I told myself to just hold it until I got home. I was at like a 5/10 so I felt I could do it.

As time progressed, so did my urge. Around 3:25 I started crossing my legs and bouncing. Yet I still told myself to just wait and wait. Finally 3:30 came and I rushed out to my car. I thought about stopping my the bathroom real quick but decided nah, I was so close to home anyways.

Bad choice bc as soon as I sit in my car I go from like a 7/10 to 9.5/10!!! I had to pee sooooo bad!!! I could feel myself starting to leak and I just sat there holding myself until I felt the strength to start driving.

Of course driving at my school is a night mare so I get stuck in a little traffic, holding myself as I hope to get home so I don’t pee everywhere.

So today I woke up earlier than normal because I had a meeting. I was up and out the door at around 6 am and quickly grabbed some food and water.

Today was also a day where I had many classes and many assignments I had to attend to. So I spent my day running around campus and it’s hot af here so drinking lots of water.

There’s normally a break in my day which I am able to use the restroom during, but today so jammed with work I completely skipped the restroom all together. At that time I could feel myself needing to pee, but had too much on my mind to really care.

So it’s the end of the day and my last class and I drink some more water....then it hits me. I hAvE tO pEe!! I looked at my phone and realize it’s around 2:30 pm and I haven’t peed all day. The desperation hit me so fast I went from about a 5 to a 9 in like a minute.

Of course I start getting this desperation as soon as the lecture starts so I couldn’t get up and leave. So I sat there in class for almost a hour holding myself, trying to not squirm and ignoring the small leaking I was doing. And the group of people behind me talking about how badly they had to peed did not help me at all!!

Sooo last night I had a dream where I REALLY had to pee. Like I was at a 10 so ran to the bathroom which was busy. So I had to stand in line and squirm and such until finally I got to a stall. Then I started messing with myself and holding it for as long as I could until I HAD to pee.

Normally when I have a pee dream that means real life me has to pee as well. So I woke up from this dream NEEDING TO PEE. I had woken up about 3 hours before this but fell right back asleep so now my bladder was begging me to go pee. I was so tired tho that my body and brain weren’t working together so I couldn’t get myself to get up. So I laid in bed for a long while squirming and holding myself hoping not to pee everywhere.