#depth rambles

Man walking around the copy of the dsmp world is almost... haunting Almost feels like the reverse of the typical fourth wall breaking situation, instead of the characters breaking out, we broke in, and now we wander through the remains, free to inspect.

Darn you Crowbeast AU you activated the bit in my brain that goes brrr over monstrous transformations Love the Crowbeast AU, however I also provide a "fun" sorta non-serious alternative They break into the birdhouse and find that he's transformed into a Nightmare Stalker, ya know, the thing that scarred both him, Chayanne and Tallulah >:)

"Ey it's been a bit, I should probably check on the QSMP! I'm wondering how it's all going-wait what do you mean by purgatory?"

To think all this shenanigans might not have happened had they not immediately ignored the rules and pressed the button... I can't help but ponder what would've happened instead

I do not yet know the full context of 'please turn off that fucking noise', but ngl my brain went to the Tell-Tale Heart, is this just a random coincidence? Most likely is I do tend to notice connections that don't actually exist, but ey I thought it was worth sharing

That feeling when whilst you're listening to music your brain suddenly starts clicking together a PMV esque thing for a game that's been taking up headspace in your brain and it makes sense to you but you're unsure if it would make sense to anyone else like- "Listen to the music, you can picture it right? I know some bits dont fully line up but it's there I can't fully explain how well it fits to me but trust me it does you gotta believe me-"

Idk how poorly this'll age or how incorrect this'll be but my new joke headcanon for why q!wilbur ain't back is he got turned into a vocaloid and has been stuck that way in the digital plane for a while, maybe some of the other members have seen him on idk, a phone or a tv screen (idk this is a joke hc Im not explaining everything) but they assume that the vocaloid was the inspiration Phil used when talking about him. Someone get him out-

Mutual has encouraged me so time to ramble a little about silly minecraft oc thing. Basically the premise for their little minecraft world was that in it, people had the classic 3 live system... but something goes a little funky once that third life is gone, they don't die completely. Instead, they respawn in the end with a single life, all memories of their three lives in the overworld intact. If they die in the end after this, they return back to the overworld, memories of their time in the end now fuzzy and mainly reduced to old habits from their old lives being carried along in small ways, only memories made in the overworld are kept. Due to this the knowledge of this whole end shenanigans is pretty poor, no one fully understands why people who loose their third life sometimes come back But this shifting between realms whilst in such a fragile state takes it toll overtime, warping a person's body and mind the more they go through this process, if it happens too many times... they're functionally lost, their mind shattered and their warped body wandering around semi-aimlessly. These are the endermen in this world, the warped husks of those who underwent this process too many times, going by muscle memory with how they grab various blocks and items, them turning hostile when stared at is basically the remains of the primal fight or flight response but in a state where the moment they feel even vaguely threatened they go on the attack. There's no known way to bring someone out of this state, they are functionally dead. Now we get to the actual character (I guess I'll call them the Founder for simplicity's sake since I never fully gave them a name) The Founder is one of the first members of a town in the end named Silence, being sort of the main authority figure there, focusing on trying to keep those living in it safe, having made precautions to try and prevent any deaths (safety nets underneath bridges between islands, walls around island edges, panic rooms in the event someone angers an endermen, the list goes on) The Founder is aware of the origins of the endermen, and they're somewhat aware that people who die in the end can come back whilst loosing memories of their time in the end, possibly having returned to the overworld. To try and account for this, they have created a massive library of memories that they writes about every resident so if someone dies and then later returns, they can give them their respective book to bring them up to speed. They don't have fond memories of the overworld, thinking it's a violent, chaotic place, having never died in the End since they were first brought here. They don't fully understand why some may want to return... and will intervene if someone tries to find a way to go back, if a way is found, then others might leave to. No one under their watch will ever leave Silence. They will never feel that crushing loneliness again... ____ It's a silly barebones idea but eh I like it