That's a long time . Lol (not really) Kind of over this deployment. I'm not in a sad mood or anything. I'm not over him being gone, there's just things I don't want to do....like do care packages lol Two years ago when he was gone I loved making them ... The decorating. Going out buying him junk food . Getting him everything he DIDNT NEED! Now, I'm like this boy doesn't need anything . It's a waste of money! Lol I'm just overall lazy and hate the process of getting his box ready! Nonetheless, his 1st box is going out tomorrow. Haha Pass couple of days communication has been close to none. So I'm not fully sure what he wants. But I did the best I could! Oh, I passed my criticall exam to be a dispatcher. Things are looking up.

Cheers to one month down. ❤️

She's pretty much perfect. ❤️ Daddy is on deployment so of course we had to do something special. He LOVEE them.

It's only been two weeks... Weird. Here's the deal. Anthonys contract is up in January. His command told him hey you need to switch rates or you're out the military (his job is overmanned). Anthonys like whatever I'm getting out then lol They're making him put in for different jobs anyways, which for the past two months he hasn't even been able to pick up. Point of this story is Anthony might be getting out soon. Which means this deployment may end sooner than later. Also means, I need to get this dispatcher position so I can support our family while he figures out what his next step is. He wants to be a cop but I think he should be a firefighter lol My mom says he should get his degree then re enlist as an officer. Either way, I'm 80% ready to carry the family on my back and I have no problem doing it. He's supported me these past 4 years, so this is the least I can do. I wonder how everything will turn out. 🤔

Ally has been a crying machine lately. Im pretty sure it's the teething and on top of that she's already spoiled. She went to sleep at 9pm and been sleep since. She had a long day. First day at daycare with her aunt Shareece and then went straight to the gym at the YMCA so mommy could work out then home, bath, boob, sleep time. Hopefully this can be her new schedule. I love her so much though. She's perfect. She reminds me of Anthony everyday. Looking at her just makes me happy. Like wow! This is what LOVE looks like... True love. Everything in life seems perfect. I've been sending Anthony funny memes from FB trying to make him smile. I know deployment can be awful especially these first couple weeks so I'm doing everything in my power to lighten his mood. I'm tired. First day of work tomorrow.

My hubs left this morning for deployment. I don't feel any type of way yet. I have my little nugget and my family so it really just feels like a regular day. I'm guessing within like two months I'll start feeling the sadness lol In the mean time I've got my daughter , work, and summer school to worry about. And in between all that I'm making time to work out, go to the beach, and go places I haven't traveled to before. Life is Bueno. 👍🏽