#demonchild16

How can I expect you to see me as your equal when I don't see me as your equal?

Don't get to close, its dark inside, its where my demons hide, its where my demons hide"

theres a hole in my chest, lingering just under my ribcage, and the emptiness is a heavier weight than even the one Atlas carries on his shoulders.........

Look into my eyes, Its where my demons hide, its where my demons hide

She had fireworks in her very soul

He was the perfect balance of fire and ice

Don't tell me that you want to be there for me when I am at my weakest, because when I am sobbing and shivering on the bathroom floor and my arms are crusted in my own blood, I will call you and beg you to hold me and trust me you don't want to see me at my most broken, because it will kill you to see me like that, and my troubles will pull you in and like a tangled fishing wire our lives will become entwined and you will feel obligated to be there for me, and when my strength returns I will hate you for having seen me and my demons stripped bare before your eyes and I can't do that to you because I love you......

So when I leave, remember me. Remember me like a hurricane, terrifying and crazy. Remember how I came into your life, like a crack of thunder on a sunny day. And remember how I loved you, like an ever whirling tornado. And you'll never forget how I left, cause I left you like an earthquake and a tsunami, breaking you and destroying your entire world leaving a crater in your life like meteor leaves in the earth, when it falls.