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Sweatpants & TV | Orphan Black, Season 4, Episode 9, “The Mitigation of Competition”

By Heather Dyer The 15 Best Things about This Week’s Orphan Black A banner of flags, an old man in the woods gesturing to Rachel to follow him. Man oh man, this is one weird eye implant. I am never wearing contacts again. She’s living in the wilderness, killing animals and eating them and shit because of course she is. Happy dance, happy dance. Felix, meeting Ira: “I could scarcely believe it, a…

                                               Ma chère Cosima,

Ma chèrie, ça fait longtemps, I missed you. I miss you every moment since our last meeting in front of the Bubbles. Right now, I am sitting in a cozy hut of middle of nowhere, I can’t reveal the location. It doesn’t snow in Lille as much as in Canada, but I love snow, because it reminds me the day we ran in Minnepolis with bottles of wine in our hands. That was the first time you held my hand. The fireplace next to me keeps me warm, like your smile. Oh, I really miss everything of you, and your most glorious smile in the world, my love.

I have to write to you the same nostalgia everyday, you’re my home. We didn’t know each other for very long time but sometimes, we just know where the home is. We have been through a lot, and you’re always in my priority, I can’t imagine the life without you anymore. You are probaly on Dr Susan Duncan’s island right now. The scandal of Bright Born is everywhere.

I had no idea that I would be posted to Aldous’s position and then Rachel’s, and faced this really dangerous business. I actually was so afraid that I was going to lose you when they sent Ferdinand to Toronto. You’re too sick to face all this.

The reason why I wasn’t running to you or to contact you was because I was shot on the liver in the DYAD garage, after our last kiss. Before that, I shot Nealon for self defense in DYAD, he was trying to recruite me into Neolution before poisoning me, and said they were everywhere.  I have some enough data to figure out what was the wormbot for. I should have realised the danger earlier, however, I really had no one could be trusted in DYAD.

My dear Cosima, I never expected any love in my life. I was used to solitude, to work alone, to drink alone, and sometimes had fun with colleagues. But, I never expected any love. Loneliness is like a familiar friend. Until, until you happened to me in my life, mon amour. We’re meant to be together, I know that since our first kiss. I don’t know how to make you see that. I know too well, whether you forgave me or not, you would always be in my heart. There’s always something important I want to tell you that your understandings of my intentions and actions kept me surviving in the surgery.

I honestly didn’t expect to be rescued from gunshot, yet I come back for you. I know Bright Born, I know Evie Cho, I know Susan Duncan. I sensed the danger, and I await the right time to deal with all these. I am always looking forward that I can take your dreads to be my moustache, and I can touch your cute cheek again. I am looking forward to the day we can share the Eskimo Pie, drink a good bottle of red wine, taste my favourite truffles. Un de cesjours. Dépêche, mon amour.

I have to write this down to tell you like you lie down on my thighs, like we hold our hands, like our forehead kisses, like, you just sit next to me and do nothing.

I missed you, mon amour.

the 2 shows I am very much invested in (NCIS - well the characters anyways, nd ORPHAN BLACK) have both just CONFIRMED the aliveness of our 2 beloved characters restoring, for the most part, my faith in writers.

Well, Graeme and Jamie you get my round of applause and 99.9% of my trust.