Been a while since I was on here for more than stressed out doom scrolling.
And yes, I have been online since my internet was fixed but only for decompressing through casual gaming and fanfic reading from what has been a very fucking stressful month and a half.
For everyone who sent me an ask for THIS event I did I am sorry. I will be posting again soon. I fucking swear I will be! I have not forgotten or abandoned you or the event! I do need a couple more weeks before I can for further personal reasons I am not comfortable discussing. Lets just leave it at I have once again gotten numerous comments and dms shared with me about my own personal fandom content and my posting anxiety is high again right now.
As for my most recent hiatus a few things happened I am comfortable sharing.
My internet router quit on us and I do not have data so I had to rely on using data during specific, needed moments so my phone bill is higher than usual so it completely fucked my budget and going places to use free wifi.
We got a new router but our cables weren't compatible so they sent someone to redo the cabling only for the dumbass to STAPLE through them and fuck the connection up until it died while we tried to use it. They came back and fixed it, again, but this whole thing took almost 3 and a half weeks and we're pissed off about it.
My aunt was in a serious car wreck she was lucky to walk away from, my uncle on the other side of my family tree was in a motorcycle accident he was also lucky to walk away from (deer ran in front of him and they collided), my kid had his own health scare related to his heart condition, and my brother also had a health scare. All within a 2 week period.
My laptop finally died. I knew it was going to happen. I expected it. Still sucks as for a bit that was what I used to work and communicate outside my phone when I had to use wifi while our internet was down.
So yeah... My brain has not been focused on writing. I have most of the fics requested, I think I need to finish two and a handfull (like 8 or 9?) of my own choice ones. But they're all in a notebook and need to be typed up and I just don't have the focus right now. Though, things are winding down and two weeks from now is when I know for absolute certain (shit out of my control aside) I have zero priorities outside of keeping a mini-me alive and sleeping planned so that's the timeframe I'm hoping to post everyone's fics.
