#dejected assistant

Honestly, ik this is js an art post so like idk if I wanna vent it out here. But lately, my mental just fall more downwards ever since last april and I didnt tell anyone about it. Slowly it grows more worse over time in may to the point I constantly have mental breakdown and had my friends always confort me and such. About 4 days ago, I got into an arguement with my friend (white, call her that) bc look. I dont like the fact she's secretly ripping my friendship with my other friends, and victimise herself as if she didnt choke me and almost killed me when were elemantary school as a fucking joke. Even one of my friend sided with her and said she doesnt feel empathy for me at all ., uhahhahha..

How did I found out White' secretly ripping my friendship with other friends? I don't know if this was just sudden met or anything but she's telling everyone to ignore me whenevr I got my mental breakdown open again, always catches my friends attention (I dont mind it, but I already had enough to have the feeling of left out), and legit constantly making me uncomfortable with her harsh jokes. Idk if its considered as a harsh joke either but she likes to steal anyones wallet (especially mine) and take and show it off as if she is gonna do it actually. She done this multiple times to the point I honeslty didnt like it. Another time, she kick my feet and mess eith my chair when I was tryna sit down. And now, its js silence between my friendship.